Hospital stays

idajune · Apr 15, 2008

I have been in the hospital probably 7 times, each time was something really wrong, collapsed lung, issues from surgery from collapsed lung, lung bleed - you get the picture, as in I didn't have a choice. But given the choice I avoid it at all costs.

I am curious how you all cope with being in the hospital. I have serious anxiety when I am there, i worry about my port - whether they will flush it right or put heparin in. I always have to ask for my meds cause they never come when I want them, according to my schedule. I am usually at the bottom of the patient list because I am sooo capable of doing things myself. The vinyl mattresses make me sweat, I can't sleep because someone thinks a 2 am weigh-in and temp is important (as in they came in I wake up and thus it is a good time) as well as a 4:30 blood draw. And manual CPT is God's gift to mucus clearance. Plus I never get enough exercise.

So for me it seems pointless, at least at home I feel comfortable and can sleep in my own bed. And manual CPT never seems to work for me, I feel like it is a waste of time to have someone beating on me when I get nothing out. Plus my parents are willing to beat on me also (I do the vest three times a day). So right now I am not gaining any ground and I compromised with my Doc that I would get admitted on Monday if the new IVs didn't work. He said okay.

Am I being unreasonable? And can someone tell me how to get all this mucus sh*t out of my lungs. UGH. I am sick of it. And I do exercise, just hard when all i do is cough on the elliptical - but I guess that is the point.

My new regimen will be Gent, Ceftaz, Prednisone. I haven't done Prednisone with IV's like this but thanks to all the info here I brought it up to my doc. I just got a new long lasting inhaler with a steroid in it.

Am I the only one that hates the hospital this much? Am I a strange CFer?

Thanks for reading my rant.

idajune · Apr 15, 2008

I have been in the hospital probably 7 times, each time was something really wrong, collapsed lung, issues from surgery from collapsed lung, lung bleed - you get the picture, as in I didn't have a choice. But given the choice I avoid it at all costs.

I am curious how you all cope with being in the hospital. I have serious anxiety when I am there, i worry about my port - whether they will flush it right or put heparin in. I always have to ask for my meds cause they never come when I want them, according to my schedule. I am usually at the bottom of the patient list because I am sooo capable of doing things myself. The vinyl mattresses make me sweat, I can't sleep because someone thinks a 2 am weigh-in and temp is important (as in they came in I wake up and thus it is a good time) as well as a 4:30 blood draw. And manual CPT is God's gift to mucus clearance. Plus I never get enough exercise.

So for me it seems pointless, at least at home I feel comfortable and can sleep in my own bed. And manual CPT never seems to work for me, I feel like it is a waste of time to have someone beating on me when I get nothing out. Plus my parents are willing to beat on me also (I do the vest three times a day). So right now I am not gaining any ground and I compromised with my Doc that I would get admitted on Monday if the new IVs didn't work. He said okay.

Am I being unreasonable? And can someone tell me how to get all this mucus sh*t out of my lungs. UGH. I am sick of it. And I do exercise, just hard when all i do is cough on the elliptical - but I guess that is the point.

My new regimen will be Gent, Ceftaz, Prednisone. I haven't done Prednisone with IV's like this but thanks to all the info here I brought it up to my doc. I just got a new long lasting inhaler with a steroid in it.

Am I the only one that hates the hospital this much? Am I a strange CFer?

Thanks for reading my rant.

idajune · Apr 15, 2008

I have been in the hospital probably 7 times, each time was something really wrong, collapsed lung, issues from surgery from collapsed lung, lung bleed - you get the picture, as in I didn't have a choice. But given the choice I avoid it at all costs.

I am curious how you all cope with being in the hospital. I have serious anxiety when I am there, i worry about my port - whether they will flush it right or put heparin in. I always have to ask for my meds cause they never come when I want them, according to my schedule. I am usually at the bottom of the patient list because I am sooo capable of doing things myself. The vinyl mattresses make me sweat, I can't sleep because someone thinks a 2 am weigh-in and temp is important (as in they came in I wake up and thus it is a good time) as well as a 4:30 blood draw. And manual CPT is God's gift to mucus clearance. Plus I never get enough exercise.

So for me it seems pointless, at least at home I feel comfortable and can sleep in my own bed. And manual CPT never seems to work for me, I feel like it is a waste of time to have someone beating on me when I get nothing out. Plus my parents are willing to beat on me also (I do the vest three times a day). So right now I am not gaining any ground and I compromised with my Doc that I would get admitted on Monday if the new IVs didn't work. He said okay.

Am I being unreasonable? And can someone tell me how to get all this mucus sh*t out of my lungs. UGH. I am sick of it. And I do exercise, just hard when all i do is cough on the elliptical - but I guess that is the point.

My new regimen will be Gent, Ceftaz, Prednisone. I haven't done Prednisone with IV's like this but thanks to all the info here I brought it up to my doc. I just got a new long lasting inhaler with a steroid in it.

Am I the only one that hates the hospital this much? Am I a strange CFer?

Thanks for reading my rant.

idajune · Apr 15, 2008

I have been in the hospital probably 7 times, each time was something really wrong, collapsed lung, issues from surgery from collapsed lung, lung bleed - you get the picture, as in I didn't have a choice. But given the choice I avoid it at all costs.

I am curious how you all cope with being in the hospital. I have serious anxiety when I am there, i worry about my port - whether they will flush it right or put heparin in. I always have to ask for my meds cause they never come when I want them, according to my schedule. I am usually at the bottom of the patient list because I am sooo capable of doing things myself. The vinyl mattresses make me sweat, I can't sleep because someone thinks a 2 am weigh-in and temp is important (as in they came in I wake up and thus it is a good time) as well as a 4:30 blood draw. And manual CPT is God's gift to mucus clearance. Plus I never get enough exercise.

So for me it seems pointless, at least at home I feel comfortable and can sleep in my own bed. And manual CPT never seems to work for me, I feel like it is a waste of time to have someone beating on me when I get nothing out. Plus my parents are willing to beat on me also (I do the vest three times a day). So right now I am not gaining any ground and I compromised with my Doc that I would get admitted on Monday if the new IVs didn't work. He said okay.

Am I being unreasonable? And can someone tell me how to get all this mucus sh*t out of my lungs. UGH. I am sick of it. And I do exercise, just hard when all i do is cough on the elliptical - but I guess that is the point.

My new regimen will be Gent, Ceftaz, Prednisone. I haven't done Prednisone with IV's like this but thanks to all the info here I brought it up to my doc. I just got a new long lasting inhaler with a steroid in it.

Am I the only one that hates the hospital this much? Am I a strange CFer?

Thanks for reading my rant.

idajune · Apr 15, 2008

I have been in the hospital probably 7 times, each time was something really wrong, collapsed lung, issues from surgery from collapsed lung, lung bleed - you get the picture, as in I didn't have a choice. But given the choice I avoid it at all costs.
 
 I am curious how you all cope with being in the hospital. I have serious anxiety when I am there, i worry about my port - whether they will flush it right or put heparin in. I always have to ask for my meds cause they never come when I want them, according to my schedule. I am usually at the bottom of the patient list because I am sooo capable of doing things myself. The vinyl mattresses make me sweat, I can't sleep because someone thinks a 2 am weigh-in and temp is important (as in they came in I wake up and thus it is a good time) as well as a 4:30 blood draw. And manual CPT is God's gift to mucus clearance. Plus I never get enough exercise.
 
 So for me it seems pointless, at least at home I feel comfortable and can sleep in my own bed. And manual CPT never seems to work for me, I feel like it is a waste of time to have someone beating on me when I get nothing out. Plus my parents are willing to beat on me also (I do the vest three times a day). So right now I am not gaining any ground and I compromised with my Doc that I would get admitted on Monday if the new IVs didn't work. He said okay.
 
 Am I being unreasonable? And can someone tell me how to get all this mucus sh*t out of my lungs. UGH. I am sick of it. And I do exercise, just hard when all i do is cough on the elliptical - but I guess that is the point.
 
 My new regimen will be Gent, Ceftaz, Prednisone. I haven't done Prednisone with IV's like this but thanks to all the info here I brought it up to my doc. I just got a new long lasting inhaler with a steroid in it.
 
 Am I the only one that hates the hospital this much? Am I a strange CFer?
 
 Thanks for reading my rant.

bittyhorse23 · Apr 15, 2008

I'm not a big fan of the hospital either but I try to make the best of it since I usually have no choice <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

For the sweaty bed I usually ask for an extra sheet and fold it over and lay it where I lay. It helps so much and I don't sweat at all! And I used to wake up drenched (to the point where the first time it happened I thought my IV bag had exploded on me!).

I'm last on the list too and it frustrates me when the nurses won't let me shower without first making sure my picc is covered properly and yadda yadda. But it is something you have to deal with and usually after the first few days they see I am capable of knwoing how to wrap my arm and they let me be.

I would talk to your DR about the 2am weigh in. Getting rest is much more important than checking your weight. I usually get mine checked around 7-7:30 though sometimes I have to ring for the nurse so I can get weighed and eat breakfast. And talk to the PT about getting a bike or something in your room. Then you can exercise when you want to. Thats what I do and if one is available then they let me have it.

Manual CPT does nothing for me either. The only way I get stuff up is doing pulmo or HTS with the vest. I just do my accapella more in the hospital and that usually helps.

Sorry you have to go in but I hope you can relax a little and try to enjoy it as much as possible (ie no dishes or vacumming to do!).

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bittyhorse23 · Apr 15, 2008

I'm not a big fan of the hospital either but I try to make the best of it since I usually have no choice <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

For the sweaty bed I usually ask for an extra sheet and fold it over and lay it where I lay. It helps so much and I don't sweat at all! And I used to wake up drenched (to the point where the first time it happened I thought my IV bag had exploded on me!).

I'm last on the list too and it frustrates me when the nurses won't let me shower without first making sure my picc is covered properly and yadda yadda. But it is something you have to deal with and usually after the first few days they see I am capable of knwoing how to wrap my arm and they let me be.

I would talk to your DR about the 2am weigh in. Getting rest is much more important than checking your weight. I usually get mine checked around 7-7:30 though sometimes I have to ring for the nurse so I can get weighed and eat breakfast. And talk to the PT about getting a bike or something in your room. Then you can exercise when you want to. Thats what I do and if one is available then they let me have it.

Manual CPT does nothing for me either. The only way I get stuff up is doing pulmo or HTS with the vest. I just do my accapella more in the hospital and that usually helps.

Sorry you have to go in but I hope you can relax a little and try to enjoy it as much as possible (ie no dishes or vacumming to do!).

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bittyhorse23 · Apr 15, 2008

I'm not a big fan of the hospital either but I try to make the best of it since I usually have no choice <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

For the sweaty bed I usually ask for an extra sheet and fold it over and lay it where I lay. It helps so much and I don't sweat at all! And I used to wake up drenched (to the point where the first time it happened I thought my IV bag had exploded on me!).

I'm last on the list too and it frustrates me when the nurses won't let me shower without first making sure my picc is covered properly and yadda yadda. But it is something you have to deal with and usually after the first few days they see I am capable of knwoing how to wrap my arm and they let me be.

I would talk to your DR about the 2am weigh in. Getting rest is much more important than checking your weight. I usually get mine checked around 7-7:30 though sometimes I have to ring for the nurse so I can get weighed and eat breakfast. And talk to the PT about getting a bike or something in your room. Then you can exercise when you want to. Thats what I do and if one is available then they let me have it.

Manual CPT does nothing for me either. The only way I get stuff up is doing pulmo or HTS with the vest. I just do my accapella more in the hospital and that usually helps.

Sorry you have to go in but I hope you can relax a little and try to enjoy it as much as possible (ie no dishes or vacumming to do!).

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bittyhorse23 · Apr 15, 2008

I'm not a big fan of the hospital either but I try to make the best of it since I usually have no choice <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

For the sweaty bed I usually ask for an extra sheet and fold it over and lay it where I lay. It helps so much and I don't sweat at all! And I used to wake up drenched (to the point where the first time it happened I thought my IV bag had exploded on me!).

I'm last on the list too and it frustrates me when the nurses won't let me shower without first making sure my picc is covered properly and yadda yadda. But it is something you have to deal with and usually after the first few days they see I am capable of knwoing how to wrap my arm and they let me be.

I would talk to your DR about the 2am weigh in. Getting rest is much more important than checking your weight. I usually get mine checked around 7-7:30 though sometimes I have to ring for the nurse so I can get weighed and eat breakfast. And talk to the PT about getting a bike or something in your room. Then you can exercise when you want to. Thats what I do and if one is available then they let me have it.

Manual CPT does nothing for me either. The only way I get stuff up is doing pulmo or HTS with the vest. I just do my accapella more in the hospital and that usually helps.

Sorry you have to go in but I hope you can relax a little and try to enjoy it as much as possible (ie no dishes or vacumming to do!).

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

bittyhorse23 · Apr 15, 2008

I'm not a big fan of the hospital either but I try to make the best of it since I usually have no choice <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
 For the sweaty bed I usually ask for an extra sheet and fold it over and lay it where I lay. It helps so much and I don't sweat at all! And I used to wake up drenched (to the point where the first time it happened I thought my IV bag had exploded on me!).
 
 I'm last on the list too and it frustrates me when the nurses won't let me shower without first making sure my picc is covered properly and yadda yadda. But it is something you have to deal with and usually after the first few days they see I am capable of knwoing how to wrap my arm and they let me be.
 
 I would talk to your DR about the 2am weigh in. Getting rest is much more important than checking your weight. I usually get mine checked around 7-7:30 though sometimes I have to ring for the nurse so I can get weighed and eat breakfast. And talk to the PT about getting a bike or something in your room. Then you can exercise when you want to. Thats what I do and if one is available then they let me have it.
 
 Manual CPT does nothing for me either. The only way I get stuff up is doing pulmo or HTS with the vest. I just do my accapella more in the hospital and that usually helps.
 
 Sorry you have to go in but I hope you can relax a little and try to enjoy it as much as possible (ie no dishes or vacumming to do!).
 
 <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

JustDucky · Apr 15, 2008

I too get cold sweats just by thinking about being put in the hospital..my whole routine that I work so hard to maintain gets thrown out of the window. They do work with me though, like trying not to wake me at night unless it is necessary, schedule my IV's so that they are grouped together as well as to gain the most hours of sleep at night.
You can request that they try to make it as comfortable for you too...as for the bed thing, I hear you. I too put an additional sheet on the mattress to help decrease the sweating. I also have extra gowns (I never sleep in my own, I would rather mess up their stuff than my own) close by for when I sweat through them and need a fresh change.
They should also be able to get a bike to help you out in the exercise department as Amy said. As for CPT, they do that with me but I also bring my own vest in with each admission, I have the Hillrom 104 version that is small enough to transport (thank god for the case with wheels so that it doesn't have to be carried).
I try to make it as close to home as I can..I bring my DVD's, my computer (I would be LOST without it!), my music, my Soduko puzzles, books..you name it to try to keep my mind busy for the weeks that I am in there.
I pray that your stay is better this time around...Hugs, Jenn <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

JustDucky · Apr 15, 2008

I too get cold sweats just by thinking about being put in the hospital..my whole routine that I work so hard to maintain gets thrown out of the window. They do work with me though, like trying not to wake me at night unless it is necessary, schedule my IV's so that they are grouped together as well as to gain the most hours of sleep at night.
You can request that they try to make it as comfortable for you too...as for the bed thing, I hear you. I too put an additional sheet on the mattress to help decrease the sweating. I also have extra gowns (I never sleep in my own, I would rather mess up their stuff than my own) close by for when I sweat through them and need a fresh change.
They should also be able to get a bike to help you out in the exercise department as Amy said. As for CPT, they do that with me but I also bring my own vest in with each admission, I have the Hillrom 104 version that is small enough to transport (thank god for the case with wheels so that it doesn't have to be carried).
I try to make it as close to home as I can..I bring my DVD's, my computer (I would be LOST without it!), my music, my Soduko puzzles, books..you name it to try to keep my mind busy for the weeks that I am in there.
I pray that your stay is better this time around...Hugs, Jenn <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

JustDucky · Apr 15, 2008

I too get cold sweats just by thinking about being put in the hospital..my whole routine that I work so hard to maintain gets thrown out of the window. They do work with me though, like trying not to wake me at night unless it is necessary, schedule my IV's so that they are grouped together as well as to gain the most hours of sleep at night.
You can request that they try to make it as comfortable for you too...as for the bed thing, I hear you. I too put an additional sheet on the mattress to help decrease the sweating. I also have extra gowns (I never sleep in my own, I would rather mess up their stuff than my own) close by for when I sweat through them and need a fresh change.
They should also be able to get a bike to help you out in the exercise department as Amy said. As for CPT, they do that with me but I also bring my own vest in with each admission, I have the Hillrom 104 version that is small enough to transport (thank god for the case with wheels so that it doesn't have to be carried).
I try to make it as close to home as I can..I bring my DVD's, my computer (I would be LOST without it!), my music, my Soduko puzzles, books..you name it to try to keep my mind busy for the weeks that I am in there.
I pray that your stay is better this time around...Hugs, Jenn <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

JustDucky · Apr 15, 2008

I too get cold sweats just by thinking about being put in the hospital..my whole routine that I work so hard to maintain gets thrown out of the window. They do work with me though, like trying not to wake me at night unless it is necessary, schedule my IV's so that they are grouped together as well as to gain the most hours of sleep at night.
You can request that they try to make it as comfortable for you too...as for the bed thing, I hear you. I too put an additional sheet on the mattress to help decrease the sweating. I also have extra gowns (I never sleep in my own, I would rather mess up their stuff than my own) close by for when I sweat through them and need a fresh change.
They should also be able to get a bike to help you out in the exercise department as Amy said. As for CPT, they do that with me but I also bring my own vest in with each admission, I have the Hillrom 104 version that is small enough to transport (thank god for the case with wheels so that it doesn't have to be carried).
I try to make it as close to home as I can..I bring my DVD's, my computer (I would be LOST without it!), my music, my Soduko puzzles, books..you name it to try to keep my mind busy for the weeks that I am in there.
I pray that your stay is better this time around...Hugs, Jenn <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

JustDucky · Apr 15, 2008

I too get cold sweats just by thinking about being put in the hospital..my whole routine that I work so hard to maintain gets thrown out of the window. They do work with me though, like trying not to wake me at night unless it is necessary, schedule my IV's so that they are grouped together as well as to gain the most hours of sleep at night.
 You can request that they try to make it as comfortable for you too...as for the bed thing, I hear you. I too put an additional sheet on the mattress to help decrease the sweating. I also have extra gowns (I never sleep in my own, I would rather mess up their stuff than my own) close by for when I sweat through them and need a fresh change.
 They should also be able to get a bike to help you out in the exercise department as Amy said. As for CPT, they do that with me but I also bring my own vest in with each admission, I have the Hillrom 104 version that is small enough to transport (thank god for the case with wheels so that it doesn't have to be carried).
 I try to make it as close to home as I can..I bring my DVD's, my computer (I would be LOST without it!), my music, my Soduko puzzles, books..you name it to try to keep my mind busy for the weeks that I am in there.
 I pray that your stay is better this time around...Hugs, Jenn <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

NYCLawGirl · Apr 15, 2008

I'm with the rest of you - give me home IVs any day over the hospital. One thing though, since you mentioned IV prednisone. I had never done that either and one time last year I absolutely HAD to be admitted because of a severe infection that came on in like 1 or 2 days leaving me no chance to get home IVs. They put me on IV prednisone and it was like a whole new world within a day. Not sure if you will have that experience but I hope you do. It totally made the hospital worth it.

I normally explain to the nurses that I will be going home on the IVs after a few days and try to get them to get me on a workable schedule (i.e. the same timing as I use at home). I could be wrong about this, but 4 am blood draws probably mean they're getting trough levels before you get your meds at around 6-7 am, so if you get the drugs at a more workable time they're less likely to wake you up in the middle of the night. Also someone on this board had the awesome suggestion of a sign on the door telling nurses to wait until morning. Genius.

All that aside, hospitals are just plain frustrating. Don't know a single CFers who actually enjoys being on lockdown, so you're definitely not strange! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon!

NYCLawGirl · Apr 15, 2008

I'm with the rest of you - give me home IVs any day over the hospital. One thing though, since you mentioned IV prednisone. I had never done that either and one time last year I absolutely HAD to be admitted because of a severe infection that came on in like 1 or 2 days leaving me no chance to get home IVs. They put me on IV prednisone and it was like a whole new world within a day. Not sure if you will have that experience but I hope you do. It totally made the hospital worth it.

I normally explain to the nurses that I will be going home on the IVs after a few days and try to get them to get me on a workable schedule (i.e. the same timing as I use at home). I could be wrong about this, but 4 am blood draws probably mean they're getting trough levels before you get your meds at around 6-7 am, so if you get the drugs at a more workable time they're less likely to wake you up in the middle of the night. Also someone on this board had the awesome suggestion of a sign on the door telling nurses to wait until morning. Genius.

All that aside, hospitals are just plain frustrating. Don't know a single CFers who actually enjoys being on lockdown, so you're definitely not strange! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon!

NYCLawGirl · Apr 15, 2008

I'm with the rest of you - give me home IVs any day over the hospital. One thing though, since you mentioned IV prednisone. I had never done that either and one time last year I absolutely HAD to be admitted because of a severe infection that came on in like 1 or 2 days leaving me no chance to get home IVs. They put me on IV prednisone and it was like a whole new world within a day. Not sure if you will have that experience but I hope you do. It totally made the hospital worth it.

I normally explain to the nurses that I will be going home on the IVs after a few days and try to get them to get me on a workable schedule (i.e. the same timing as I use at home). I could be wrong about this, but 4 am blood draws probably mean they're getting trough levels before you get your meds at around 6-7 am, so if you get the drugs at a more workable time they're less likely to wake you up in the middle of the night. Also someone on this board had the awesome suggestion of a sign on the door telling nurses to wait until morning. Genius.

All that aside, hospitals are just plain frustrating. Don't know a single CFers who actually enjoys being on lockdown, so you're definitely not strange! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon!

NYCLawGirl · Apr 15, 2008

I'm with the rest of you - give me home IVs any day over the hospital. One thing though, since you mentioned IV prednisone. I had never done that either and one time last year I absolutely HAD to be admitted because of a severe infection that came on in like 1 or 2 days leaving me no chance to get home IVs. They put me on IV prednisone and it was like a whole new world within a day. Not sure if you will have that experience but I hope you do. It totally made the hospital worth it.

I normally explain to the nurses that I will be going home on the IVs after a few days and try to get them to get me on a workable schedule (i.e. the same timing as I use at home). I could be wrong about this, but 4 am blood draws probably mean they're getting trough levels before you get your meds at around 6-7 am, so if you get the drugs at a more workable time they're less likely to wake you up in the middle of the night. Also someone on this board had the awesome suggestion of a sign on the door telling nurses to wait until morning. Genius.

All that aside, hospitals are just plain frustrating. Don't know a single CFers who actually enjoys being on lockdown, so you're definitely not strange! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon!

NYCLawGirl · Apr 15, 2008

I'm with the rest of you - give me home IVs any day over the hospital. One thing though, since you mentioned IV prednisone. I had never done that either and one time last year I absolutely HAD to be admitted because of a severe infection that came on in like 1 or 2 days leaving me no chance to get home IVs. They put me on IV prednisone and it was like a whole new world within a day. Not sure if you will have that experience but I hope you do. It totally made the hospital worth it.
 
 I normally explain to the nurses that I will be going home on the IVs after a few days and try to get them to get me on a workable schedule (i.e. the same timing as I use at home). I could be wrong about this, but 4 am blood draws probably mean they're getting trough levels before you get your meds at around 6-7 am, so if you get the drugs at a more workable time they're less likely to wake you up in the middle of the night. Also someone on this board had the awesome suggestion of a sign on the door telling nurses to wait until morning. Genius.
 
 All that aside, hospitals are just plain frustrating. Don't know a single CFers who actually enjoys being on lockdown, so you're definitely not strange! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon!

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