Since I'm so close to needing a transplant, I have been doing more hospital rounds and Iv rounds at home. I have done the iv rounds about 15 times in about 2 1/2 years. once i start getting my work and social life together along with my strength, i get sick again. I'm getting frustrated/sad/discouraged about this. Does Anyone get this way? WhAt do u do to stop being frustrated/sad/discouraged ? ita hard because i can't work as much or do things socially. feel out of the loop in my social circl sometimes.