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JazzysMom

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Most of you know that I will be going back into the hospital to try & kick whatever the lingering problem is. I was in for 15 days back in September & have been on home iv's since.

I have had miscellaneous issues including severe chest pain during this time that required my taking narcotics. None of the issues were congestion which led to my initial admit tho.

The last few nights I have taken the Narcotics for the pain, slept ok & didnt need them last night. I woke up feeling FANTASTIC. No pain, no question, nothing weird.

Actually feel like myself (granted I havent done much except my treatments).......now I am wondering if I am in need of the hospital admit. Of course, I do realize I am. My weight is still low & we dont know the cause of the pain so it could easily return.

Not to mention that I dont want Christmas messed up so I much rather go in now & be sure then to start having problems that cant be avoided right at Christmas.

Its just so frustrating at times. I dont know why I am asking your thoughts because I am still going in. Maybe it will be just a shorter stay then expected...................

Too many thoughts & too little time HAHAHAHAH!
 
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JazzysMom

New member
Most of you know that I will be going back into the hospital to try & kick whatever the lingering problem is. I was in for 15 days back in September & have been on home iv's since.

I have had miscellaneous issues including severe chest pain during this time that required my taking narcotics. None of the issues were congestion which led to my initial admit tho.

The last few nights I have taken the Narcotics for the pain, slept ok & didnt need them last night. I woke up feeling FANTASTIC. No pain, no question, nothing weird.

Actually feel like myself (granted I havent done much except my treatments).......now I am wondering if I am in need of the hospital admit. Of course, I do realize I am. My weight is still low & we dont know the cause of the pain so it could easily return.

Not to mention that I dont want Christmas messed up so I much rather go in now & be sure then to start having problems that cant be avoided right at Christmas.

Its just so frustrating at times. I dont know why I am asking your thoughts because I am still going in. Maybe it will be just a shorter stay then expected...................

Too many thoughts & too little time HAHAHAHAH!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
Most of you know that I will be going back into the hospital to try & kick whatever the lingering problem is. I was in for 15 days back in September & have been on home iv's since.

I have had miscellaneous issues including severe chest pain during this time that required my taking narcotics. None of the issues were congestion which led to my initial admit tho.

The last few nights I have taken the Narcotics for the pain, slept ok & didnt need them last night. I woke up feeling FANTASTIC. No pain, no question, nothing weird.

Actually feel like myself (granted I havent done much except my treatments).......now I am wondering if I am in need of the hospital admit. Of course, I do realize I am. My weight is still low & we dont know the cause of the pain so it could easily return.

Not to mention that I dont want Christmas messed up so I much rather go in now & be sure then to start having problems that cant be avoided right at Christmas.

Its just so frustrating at times. I dont know why I am asking your thoughts because I am still going in. Maybe it will be just a shorter stay then expected...................

Too many thoughts & too little time HAHAHAHAH!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
Most of you know that I will be going back into the hospital to try & kick whatever the lingering problem is. I was in for 15 days back in September & have been on home iv's since.

I have had miscellaneous issues including severe chest pain during this time that required my taking narcotics. None of the issues were congestion which led to my initial admit tho.

The last few nights I have taken the Narcotics for the pain, slept ok & didnt need them last night. I woke up feeling FANTASTIC. No pain, no question, nothing weird.

Actually feel like myself (granted I havent done much except my treatments).......now I am wondering if I am in need of the hospital admit. Of course, I do realize I am. My weight is still low & we dont know the cause of the pain so it could easily return.

Not to mention that I dont want Christmas messed up so I much rather go in now & be sure then to start having problems that cant be avoided right at Christmas.

Its just so frustrating at times. I dont know why I am asking your thoughts because I am still going in. Maybe it will be just a shorter stay then expected...................

Too many thoughts & too little time HAHAHAHAH!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
Most of you know that I will be going back into the hospital to try & kick whatever the lingering problem is. I was in for 15 days back in September & have been on home iv's since.

I have had miscellaneous issues including severe chest pain during this time that required my taking narcotics. None of the issues were congestion which led to my initial admit tho.

The last few nights I have taken the Narcotics for the pain, slept ok & didnt need them last night. I woke up feeling FANTASTIC. No pain, no question, nothing weird.

Actually feel like myself (granted I havent done much except my treatments).......now I am wondering if I am in need of the hospital admit. Of course, I do realize I am. My weight is still low & we dont know the cause of the pain so it could easily return.

Not to mention that I dont want Christmas messed up so I much rather go in now & be sure then to start having problems that cant be avoided right at Christmas.

Its just so frustrating at times. I dont know why I am asking your thoughts because I am still going in. Maybe it will be just a shorter stay then expected...................

Too many thoughts & too little time HAHAHAHAH!
 
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CaliSally

New member
God, I'm sorry you are still having troubles. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-frown.gif" border="0">
I know how difficult that decision is to "go back in" when you basically just got out.

I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)
I think, and you seem to know already, that today is the exception to what's been the norm. Go in, get it over with before Christmas.

*Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired* ~ Bill Cosby

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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CaliSally

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God, I'm sorry you are still having troubles. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-frown.gif" border="0">
I know how difficult that decision is to "go back in" when you basically just got out.

I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)
I think, and you seem to know already, that today is the exception to what's been the norm. Go in, get it over with before Christmas.

*Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired* ~ Bill Cosby

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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CaliSally

New member
God, I'm sorry you are still having troubles. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-frown.gif" border="0">
I know how difficult that decision is to "go back in" when you basically just got out.

I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)
I think, and you seem to know already, that today is the exception to what's been the norm. Go in, get it over with before Christmas.

*Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired* ~ Bill Cosby

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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CaliSally

New member
God, I'm sorry you are still having troubles. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-frown.gif" border="0">
I know how difficult that decision is to "go back in" when you basically just got out.

I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)
I think, and you seem to know already, that today is the exception to what's been the norm. Go in, get it over with before Christmas.

*Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired* ~ Bill Cosby

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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CaliSally

New member
God, I'm sorry you are still having troubles. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-frown.gif" border="0">
I know how difficult that decision is to "go back in" when you basically just got out.

I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)
I think, and you seem to know already, that today is the exception to what's been the norm. Go in, get it over with before Christmas.

*Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired* ~ Bill Cosby

<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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JazzysMom

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>CaliSally</b></i>


I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)


<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"></end quote></div>

Or your tooth stops hurting when you get to the Dentist LOL!
 
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JazzysMom

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>CaliSally</b></i>


I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)


<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"></end quote></div>

Or your tooth stops hurting when you get to the Dentist LOL!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>CaliSally</b></i>


I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)


<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"></end quote></div>

Or your tooth stops hurting when you get to the Dentist LOL!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>CaliSally</b></i>


I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)


<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"></end quote>

Or your tooth stops hurting when you get to the Dentist LOL!
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>CaliSally</b></i>


I liken your quandry to "scheduled hair cut days" - you know, you are scheduled to have your hair cut that day, but Voila - you actually have a GOOD hair day..haha. So then you cancel your appt....and then the next day your hair is back to it's usual unmanagable self. (or is that just me???)


<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"></end quote>

Or your tooth stops hurting when you get to the Dentist LOL!
 
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MCGrad2006

Guest
I know exactly what you are saying Mel. I have these thoughts a lot and them BAM...im better. Maybe you are getting into a better routine and you are finally starting to return to yourself, but its better to be safe than sorry. You want to be able to be home for Jazz at Christmas time...which is the more important. Maybe, *hoping this doesnt come out the wrong way*, since today the pain is better when you get admitted, the pain will come back...and you will find out what the problem has been all along. NOT that I want you to be in pain, but maybe it will be better, kind of like a car. It makes noise when you drive it, but when its in the shop it is percfectly fine. Hopefully the opposite will be true for you!

Hang in there and keep us posted!! We love you!!! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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MCGrad2006

Guest
I know exactly what you are saying Mel. I have these thoughts a lot and them BAM...im better. Maybe you are getting into a better routine and you are finally starting to return to yourself, but its better to be safe than sorry. You want to be able to be home for Jazz at Christmas time...which is the more important. Maybe, *hoping this doesnt come out the wrong way*, since today the pain is better when you get admitted, the pain will come back...and you will find out what the problem has been all along. NOT that I want you to be in pain, but maybe it will be better, kind of like a car. It makes noise when you drive it, but when its in the shop it is percfectly fine. Hopefully the opposite will be true for you!

Hang in there and keep us posted!! We love you!!! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
M

MCGrad2006

Guest
I know exactly what you are saying Mel. I have these thoughts a lot and them BAM...im better. Maybe you are getting into a better routine and you are finally starting to return to yourself, but its better to be safe than sorry. You want to be able to be home for Jazz at Christmas time...which is the more important. Maybe, *hoping this doesnt come out the wrong way*, since today the pain is better when you get admitted, the pain will come back...and you will find out what the problem has been all along. NOT that I want you to be in pain, but maybe it will be better, kind of like a car. It makes noise when you drive it, but when its in the shop it is percfectly fine. Hopefully the opposite will be true for you!

Hang in there and keep us posted!! We love you!!! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
M

MCGrad2006

Guest
I know exactly what you are saying Mel. I have these thoughts a lot and them BAM...im better. Maybe you are getting into a better routine and you are finally starting to return to yourself, but its better to be safe than sorry. You want to be able to be home for Jazz at Christmas time...which is the more important. Maybe, *hoping this doesnt come out the wrong way*, since today the pain is better when you get admitted, the pain will come back...and you will find out what the problem has been all along. NOT that I want you to be in pain, but maybe it will be better, kind of like a car. It makes noise when you drive it, but when its in the shop it is percfectly fine. Hopefully the opposite will be true for you!

Hang in there and keep us posted!! We love you!!! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
M

MCGrad2006

Guest
I know exactly what you are saying Mel. I have these thoughts a lot and them BAM...im better. Maybe you are getting into a better routine and you are finally starting to return to yourself, but its better to be safe than sorry. You want to be able to be home for Jazz at Christmas time...which is the more important. Maybe, *hoping this doesnt come out the wrong way*, since today the pain is better when you get admitted, the pain will come back...and you will find out what the problem has been all along. NOT that I want you to be in pain, but maybe it will be better, kind of like a car. It makes noise when you drive it, but when its in the shop it is percfectly fine. Hopefully the opposite will be true for you!

Hang in there and keep us posted!! We love you!!! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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