In May of this year I was suppose to be a bridesmaid in my highschool friends wedding, but I ended up in the hospital & missed all the fun. It was a very upsetting time for me. I was quite angry that my CF was interferring in my life. Another friend from high school (my best friend) just got engaged & because her fiance is in the reserves & has been called to active duty in Iraq once already...they are doing a quick wedding in October & guess what...I am the Matron of Honor. She even told me that if I end up in the hospital that they will bring the wedding to me. I believe her. I know its not just talk & I bet the nurses on the floor can throw a hell of a party! I pray/hope things wont go that way, but its great to know she cares enough to talk like that! I have never been a bridesmaid, but a bride twice. Just the opposite of the clique...always a bridesmaid & never a bride!