Just a quick question,
I'm on SSDI and have been since about june. I'm really glad I have it because my income wasn't as depleted from being in the hospital for 2 weeks this last month like it used to be when all I had was my part-time job. When I was approved, I didn't think I was too unhealthy to be able to still work at my part-time job, so I've kept it.
However, I'm feeling like it's getting to be too much for me. At least, right now. I'm still on home IVs and going to school (hoping I can make it through). They are very supportive at work and cater to my needs of time off for hospitalization and dr appts, but I still feel like it's getting to be a little more than I want. I honestly feel like throwing in the towel, at least for a while, and just staying home and focusing on my health and school. I do also, however, feel like quitting my part-time job will just make me feel like a bigger waste. Like I'm letting CF get the better of me, or like I'm really not strong enough to hold down a PART-TIME JOB (how lazy am I?).
Has anyone done this? Still work with SSDI, only to find that you're ready to quit? If I did quit, would my SSDI increase at all since I wouldn't have that extra income? I'm still pretty active, I volunteer at an animal shelter and again, am in school, so quitting my job wouldn't leave me to sit on my butt day in and day out. But, with my SSDI, it almost seems like it's not worth the effort, especially since I'm on IVs right now...I just want to relax and calm down-not worry about getting to work on time or making sure I'm being the best employee I can be (I'm a cashier in a craft store) despite my not being able to catch my breath or incredible desire to nap in the car on ALL of my breaks!
I don't know...any input would be great to hear! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
I'm on SSDI and have been since about june. I'm really glad I have it because my income wasn't as depleted from being in the hospital for 2 weeks this last month like it used to be when all I had was my part-time job. When I was approved, I didn't think I was too unhealthy to be able to still work at my part-time job, so I've kept it.
However, I'm feeling like it's getting to be too much for me. At least, right now. I'm still on home IVs and going to school (hoping I can make it through). They are very supportive at work and cater to my needs of time off for hospitalization and dr appts, but I still feel like it's getting to be a little more than I want. I honestly feel like throwing in the towel, at least for a while, and just staying home and focusing on my health and school. I do also, however, feel like quitting my part-time job will just make me feel like a bigger waste. Like I'm letting CF get the better of me, or like I'm really not strong enough to hold down a PART-TIME JOB (how lazy am I?).
Has anyone done this? Still work with SSDI, only to find that you're ready to quit? If I did quit, would my SSDI increase at all since I wouldn't have that extra income? I'm still pretty active, I volunteer at an animal shelter and again, am in school, so quitting my job wouldn't leave me to sit on my butt day in and day out. But, with my SSDI, it almost seems like it's not worth the effort, especially since I'm on IVs right now...I just want to relax and calm down-not worry about getting to work on time or making sure I'm being the best employee I can be (I'm a cashier in a craft store) despite my not being able to catch my breath or incredible desire to nap in the car on ALL of my breaks!
I don't know...any input would be great to hear! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">