I have been single for about 9-1/2 years now. I didnt want a serious boyfriend because of my cf, nor did i ever plan to marry again. When i was married i was very healthy with very high pfts so there was nothing i couldnt do. Now things are different, i am 42 with pfts in the mid 40's and although there isnt much i cant do, i cough all the time, i have treatments to do ( never did them till about 5 years ago), i have limitations due to my hemoptysis problems. I never learned how to incorporate cf into a relationship because in the past, you could barely even tell the cf was there. I recently started dating a guy, and i am nuts about him! All of a sudden i am finding ways to incorporate cf into the mix. I am finding it very difficult because i <b>hate</b> it, and wish it were never there, because i now want to build a future with this man. For the first time since my divorce, i am thinking i could actually marry this guy. Man that mind of scares me....lol
He spent the last three nights here with me and i realized i really enjoy spending time with him and i feel he is so right for me. I havent felt that way about any man except for my ex-husband. His name is Dale and he knew about my cf before i even told him because he is in the same car club as i am and he heard about it when i was in the hospital. He has asthma, so he obviously knows what its like to have health issues, which is good for my situation.
There are so many thoughts spinning in my head about cf and Dale and what things will be like and i wish i had been with him sooner so we would have much more time together, But i am thinking theres a reason why it took a few years for us to get together ( God works in mysterious ways)
I have been so happy for the past month or so and i dont want cf to get in the way. I tend not to even think about it when i am with Dale, but every now and then it creeps back into my mind. My God for once i just want to be able to share my life with the right man and i think i have found him <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
He spent the last three nights here with me and i realized i really enjoy spending time with him and i feel he is so right for me. I havent felt that way about any man except for my ex-husband. His name is Dale and he knew about my cf before i even told him because he is in the same car club as i am and he heard about it when i was in the hospital. He has asthma, so he obviously knows what its like to have health issues, which is good for my situation.
There are so many thoughts spinning in my head about cf and Dale and what things will be like and i wish i had been with him sooner so we would have much more time together, But i am thinking theres a reason why it took a few years for us to get together ( God works in mysterious ways)
I have been so happy for the past month or so and i dont want cf to get in the way. I tend not to even think about it when i am with Dale, but every now and then it creeps back into my mind. My God for once i just want to be able to share my life with the right man and i think i have found him <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">