Does anyone else have b.cepacia and it seems like you just can never get caught up with it? I have had b.cepacia for 6 1/2 years now, and it seems like, lately i can not get a grip on it like i used to. Everytime things start to get better and i feel like i am actually going to improve, i get all congested again , and start feeling feverish and crappy all over again. It is soooooo frustrating to feel like i can see the road between the trees, but can never seem to get out of the woods. Sometimes i just want to scream out of frustration. It can get so depressing because i used to be doing very well with high pfts., but in the 6 1/2 yeas i have had b.cepacia i cant seem to get my numbers any where near what they once were. I almost regret having sinus surgery, because i was perfecly fine till then, which is why i always believed i acquired the b.cepacia while in the hospital. I imagine someone out there must have b.cepacia and know exactly what i am talking about when it comes to dealing with it and being frustrated. I guess i feel a bit better, because i got to vent and know that whoever reads this, cepacia positive or not, nows exactly how i feel. Cf by itself can be frustrating and scary, so even if you have no cepacia ,things can still seem to be going bad.Diane~ 38- cf, diabetes, b.cepacia