Feeling sad :(

my65roses4me · Dec 22, 2008

Tomorrow is my 34th birthday.
I cant help but be sadden by this.
The average life span of a cfer is quickly approaching me.
I know that logically it does not mean that I will die soon.
But emotionally I am saddend.
Usually on my birthday I feel like its a celebration. But this year I dont even want to acknowledge my birthday.
I love my life, I just wish things could be different.
I am having deep baby blues. I have set a dead line for me at 35 to have a baby or not.
My husband is not ready to have children yet, so my clock ticks on.
It makes me sad to know I only have one year left for him to be ready.
I just cant believe how time has flown by.

my65roses4me · Dec 22, 2008

Tomorrow is my 34th birthday.
I cant help but be sadden by this.
The average life span of a cfer is quickly approaching me.
I know that logically it does not mean that I will die soon.
But emotionally I am saddend.
Usually on my birthday I feel like its a celebration. But this year I dont even want to acknowledge my birthday.
I love my life, I just wish things could be different.
I am having deep baby blues. I have set a dead line for me at 35 to have a baby or not.
My husband is not ready to have children yet, so my clock ticks on.
It makes me sad to know I only have one year left for him to be ready.
I just cant believe how time has flown by.

my65roses4me · Dec 22, 2008

Tomorrow is my 34th birthday.
I cant help but be sadden by this.
The average life span of a cfer is quickly approaching me.
I know that logically it does not mean that I will die soon.
But emotionally I am saddend.
Usually on my birthday I feel like its a celebration. But this year I dont even want to acknowledge my birthday.
I love my life, I just wish things could be different.
I am having deep baby blues. I have set a dead line for me at 35 to have a baby or not.
My husband is not ready to have children yet, so my clock ticks on.
It makes me sad to know I only have one year left for him to be ready.
I just cant believe how time has flown by.

my65roses4me · Dec 22, 2008

Tomorrow is my 34th birthday.
I cant help but be sadden by this.
The average life span of a cfer is quickly approaching me.
I know that logically it does not mean that I will die soon.
But emotionally I am saddend.
Usually on my birthday I feel like its a celebration. But this year I dont even want to acknowledge my birthday.
I love my life, I just wish things could be different.
I am having deep baby blues. I have set a dead line for me at 35 to have a baby or not.
My husband is not ready to have children yet, so my clock ticks on.
It makes me sad to know I only have one year left for him to be ready.
I just cant believe how time has flown by.

my65roses4me · Dec 22, 2008

Tomorrow is my 34th birthday.
 I cant help but be sadden by this.
 The average life span of a cfer is quickly approaching me.
 I know that logically it does not mean that I will die soon.
 But emotionally I am saddend.
 Usually on my birthday I feel like its a celebration. But this year I dont even want to acknowledge my birthday.
 I love my life, I just wish things could be different.
 I am having deep baby blues. I have set a dead line for me at 35 to have a baby or not.
 My husband is not ready to have children yet, so my clock ticks on.
 It makes me sad to know I only have one year left for him to be ready.
 I just cant believe how time has flown by.

Terry · Dec 22, 2008

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad.

I notice that you feel healthy enough to think you can sustain a pregnancy, and deliver a baby. I don't think we have ever spoke before, so I don't know what your situation is, how far your CF has progressed. But I would think that if your health was telling you that you only had a year left, you wouldn't be thinking you could be pregnant.

Don't live by the expiration date you think you have, live by the way your health is. If you feel healthy enough to enjoy life and be active, don't let that "date" get in your way.

I hope my step-daughter makes it to your age, and both of you make it to beyond. I actually worry about her because I kind of have this feeling that the "Statistical Age" of CFer's is greatly affected by those who are diagnosed later in life, as opposed to her being so ill as a baby and toddler that she couldn't "fake it," and has issues even while doing all her treatments and meds.

I am feeling very down myself, I think Mockingbird passing so quickly, without what I have become used to as "signs" or "warnings" has slapped my face with a big dose of reality.

Could this possibly be affecting you as well?

Sending you some hugs...and prayers.
Terry

Terry · Dec 22, 2008

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad.

I notice that you feel healthy enough to think you can sustain a pregnancy, and deliver a baby. I don't think we have ever spoke before, so I don't know what your situation is, how far your CF has progressed. But I would think that if your health was telling you that you only had a year left, you wouldn't be thinking you could be pregnant.

Don't live by the expiration date you think you have, live by the way your health is. If you feel healthy enough to enjoy life and be active, don't let that "date" get in your way.

I hope my step-daughter makes it to your age, and both of you make it to beyond. I actually worry about her because I kind of have this feeling that the "Statistical Age" of CFer's is greatly affected by those who are diagnosed later in life, as opposed to her being so ill as a baby and toddler that she couldn't "fake it," and has issues even while doing all her treatments and meds.

I am feeling very down myself, I think Mockingbird passing so quickly, without what I have become used to as "signs" or "warnings" has slapped my face with a big dose of reality.

Could this possibly be affecting you as well?

Sending you some hugs...and prayers.
Terry

Terry · Dec 22, 2008

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad.

I notice that you feel healthy enough to think you can sustain a pregnancy, and deliver a baby. I don't think we have ever spoke before, so I don't know what your situation is, how far your CF has progressed. But I would think that if your health was telling you that you only had a year left, you wouldn't be thinking you could be pregnant.

Don't live by the expiration date you think you have, live by the way your health is. If you feel healthy enough to enjoy life and be active, don't let that "date" get in your way.

I hope my step-daughter makes it to your age, and both of you make it to beyond. I actually worry about her because I kind of have this feeling that the "Statistical Age" of CFer's is greatly affected by those who are diagnosed later in life, as opposed to her being so ill as a baby and toddler that she couldn't "fake it," and has issues even while doing all her treatments and meds.

I am feeling very down myself, I think Mockingbird passing so quickly, without what I have become used to as "signs" or "warnings" has slapped my face with a big dose of reality.

Could this possibly be affecting you as well?

Sending you some hugs...and prayers.
Terry

Terry · Dec 22, 2008

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad.

I notice that you feel healthy enough to think you can sustain a pregnancy, and deliver a baby. I don't think we have ever spoke before, so I don't know what your situation is, how far your CF has progressed. But I would think that if your health was telling you that you only had a year left, you wouldn't be thinking you could be pregnant.

Don't live by the expiration date you think you have, live by the way your health is. If you feel healthy enough to enjoy life and be active, don't let that "date" get in your way.

I hope my step-daughter makes it to your age, and both of you make it to beyond. I actually worry about her because I kind of have this feeling that the "Statistical Age" of CFer's is greatly affected by those who are diagnosed later in life, as opposed to her being so ill as a baby and toddler that she couldn't "fake it," and has issues even while doing all her treatments and meds.

I am feeling very down myself, I think Mockingbird passing so quickly, without what I have become used to as "signs" or "warnings" has slapped my face with a big dose of reality.

Could this possibly be affecting you as well?

Sending you some hugs...and prayers.
Terry

Terry · Dec 22, 2008

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad.
 
 I notice that you feel healthy enough to think you can sustain a pregnancy, and deliver a baby. I don't think we have ever spoke before, so I don't know what your situation is, how far your CF has progressed. But I would think that if your health was telling you that you only had a year left, you wouldn't be thinking you could be pregnant.
 
 Don't live by the expiration date you think you have, live by the way your health is. If you feel healthy enough to enjoy life and be active, don't let that "date" get in your way.
 
 I hope my step-daughter makes it to your age, and both of you make it to beyond. I actually worry about her because I kind of have this feeling that the "Statistical Age" of CFer's is greatly affected by those who are diagnosed later in life, as opposed to her being so ill as a baby and toddler that she couldn't "fake it," and has issues even while doing all her treatments and meds.
 
 I am feeling very down myself, I think Mockingbird passing so quickly, without what I have become used to as "signs" or "warnings" has slapped my face with a big dose of reality.
 
 Could this possibly be affecting you as well?
 
 Sending you some hugs...and prayers.
 Terry

Capi · Dec 23, 2008

Sorry you feel that way. Here is my take on it and hopefully it will help you and others feeling like you a bit better.

I am 36 and I am on a ton of Meds right now with a pick line. Most normal people would freak out on stress if they would be in my shoes.

Besides my CF, and the Meds I am taking, I also have a motorcycle dealership that has not sold a single bike this month (economy sucks) so I have no idea how I am going to pay my overhead, salaries and my own personal mortgage and bills. But, I will worry about that when the time comes.

I do know that I will be the first CF patient to celebrate my 100th birthday. That's right my 100's B-day. If people can walk on the moon or build a tv the size of a penny then I can outlive any stupid statistic. And, at the end of the day if I do not make it to my 100's B-day then I can say I had a hell of a run at it.

Everyone here with CF in my eyes are Super Heroes. We have to deal with a bunch of crap that normal people do not deal with.

This is the hand we were dealt with and we all have to put on a good poker face. I have seen many win tons of money with dealt hands that had nothing, but they were able to fake all the other players and win.

You are going to be 34 enjoy it. Party, get drunk, enjoy your life today forget about tomorrow that will be another day.

When I am done in a few minutes with my meds my wife and I are going for a bike ride and maybe later to the Zoo, was told they have some cool new monkeys.

Worrying about what the future holds will only hurt you more today. Problems come and problems go, its part of life but today is special it's "YOUR B-Day"

Capi · Dec 23, 2008

Sorry you feel that way. Here is my take on it and hopefully it will help you and others feeling like you a bit better.

I am 36 and I am on a ton of Meds right now with a pick line. Most normal people would freak out on stress if they would be in my shoes.

Besides my CF, and the Meds I am taking, I also have a motorcycle dealership that has not sold a single bike this month (economy sucks) so I have no idea how I am going to pay my overhead, salaries and my own personal mortgage and bills. But, I will worry about that when the time comes.

I do know that I will be the first CF patient to celebrate my 100th birthday. That's right my 100's B-day. If people can walk on the moon or build a tv the size of a penny then I can outlive any stupid statistic. And, at the end of the day if I do not make it to my 100's B-day then I can say I had a hell of a run at it.

Everyone here with CF in my eyes are Super Heroes. We have to deal with a bunch of crap that normal people do not deal with.

This is the hand we were dealt with and we all have to put on a good poker face. I have seen many win tons of money with dealt hands that had nothing, but they were able to fake all the other players and win.

You are going to be 34 enjoy it. Party, get drunk, enjoy your life today forget about tomorrow that will be another day.

When I am done in a few minutes with my meds my wife and I are going for a bike ride and maybe later to the Zoo, was told they have some cool new monkeys.

Worrying about what the future holds will only hurt you more today. Problems come and problems go, its part of life but today is special it's "YOUR B-Day"

Capi · Dec 23, 2008

Sorry you feel that way. Here is my take on it and hopefully it will help you and others feeling like you a bit better.

I am 36 and I am on a ton of Meds right now with a pick line. Most normal people would freak out on stress if they would be in my shoes.

Besides my CF, and the Meds I am taking, I also have a motorcycle dealership that has not sold a single bike this month (economy sucks) so I have no idea how I am going to pay my overhead, salaries and my own personal mortgage and bills. But, I will worry about that when the time comes.

I do know that I will be the first CF patient to celebrate my 100th birthday. That's right my 100's B-day. If people can walk on the moon or build a tv the size of a penny then I can outlive any stupid statistic. And, at the end of the day if I do not make it to my 100's B-day then I can say I had a hell of a run at it.

Everyone here with CF in my eyes are Super Heroes. We have to deal with a bunch of crap that normal people do not deal with.

This is the hand we were dealt with and we all have to put on a good poker face. I have seen many win tons of money with dealt hands that had nothing, but they were able to fake all the other players and win.

You are going to be 34 enjoy it. Party, get drunk, enjoy your life today forget about tomorrow that will be another day.

When I am done in a few minutes with my meds my wife and I are going for a bike ride and maybe later to the Zoo, was told they have some cool new monkeys.

Worrying about what the future holds will only hurt you more today. Problems come and problems go, its part of life but today is special it's "YOUR B-Day"

Capi · Dec 23, 2008

Sorry you feel that way. Here is my take on it and hopefully it will help you and others feeling like you a bit better.

I am 36 and I am on a ton of Meds right now with a pick line. Most normal people would freak out on stress if they would be in my shoes.

Besides my CF, and the Meds I am taking, I also have a motorcycle dealership that has not sold a single bike this month (economy sucks) so I have no idea how I am going to pay my overhead, salaries and my own personal mortgage and bills. But, I will worry about that when the time comes.

I do know that I will be the first CF patient to celebrate my 100th birthday. That's right my 100's B-day. If people can walk on the moon or build a tv the size of a penny then I can outlive any stupid statistic. And, at the end of the day if I do not make it to my 100's B-day then I can say I had a hell of a run at it.

Everyone here with CF in my eyes are Super Heroes. We have to deal with a bunch of crap that normal people do not deal with.

This is the hand we were dealt with and we all have to put on a good poker face. I have seen many win tons of money with dealt hands that had nothing, but they were able to fake all the other players and win.

You are going to be 34 enjoy it. Party, get drunk, enjoy your life today forget about tomorrow that will be another day.

When I am done in a few minutes with my meds my wife and I are going for a bike ride and maybe later to the Zoo, was told they have some cool new monkeys.

Worrying about what the future holds will only hurt you more today. Problems come and problems go, its part of life but today is special it's "YOUR B-Day"

Capi · Dec 23, 2008

Sorry you feel that way. Here is my take on it and hopefully it will help you and others feeling like you a bit better.
 
 I am 36 and I am on a ton of Meds right now with a pick line. Most normal people would freak out on stress if they would be in my shoes.
 
 Besides my CF, and the Meds I am taking, I also have a motorcycle dealership that has not sold a single bike this month (economy sucks) so I have no idea how I am going to pay my overhead, salaries and my own personal mortgage and bills. But, I will worry about that when the time comes.
 
 I do know that I will be the first CF patient to celebrate my 100th birthday. That's right my 100's B-day. If people can walk on the moon or build a tv the size of a penny then I can outlive any stupid statistic. And, at the end of the day if I do not make it to my 100's B-day then I can say I had a hell of a run at it.
 
 Everyone here with CF in my eyes are Super Heroes. We have to deal with a bunch of crap that normal people do not deal with.
 
 This is the hand we were dealt with and we all have to put on a good poker face. I have seen many win tons of money with dealt hands that had nothing, but they were able to fake all the other players and win.
 
 You are going to be 34 enjoy it. Party, get drunk, enjoy your life today forget about tomorrow that will be another day.
 
 When I am done in a few minutes with my meds my wife and I are going for a bike ride and maybe later to the Zoo, was told they have some cool new monkeys.
 
 Worrying about what the future holds will only hurt you more today. Problems come and problems go, its part of life but today is special it's "YOUR B-Day"

beleache · Dec 23, 2008

Happy Birthday Khristina <img src="i/expressions/musicnote.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

I am sorry you are feeling so sad right now.. Does your hubby understand that you have a time line? Why 35? How is your health and what do your docs say about it?

I didnt get dxd till i was 44 and dont know what path i might have taken had i known especially w/ the last 2.. i was 38 and 41 y/o at the time they were born.. After my dx i had so many fears about them being w/o me..

If you have any questions or want to talk PM me..

Take care and God Bless you.. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni

beleache · Dec 23, 2008

Happy Birthday Khristina <img src="i/expressions/musicnote.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

I am sorry you are feeling so sad right now.. Does your hubby understand that you have a time line? Why 35? How is your health and what do your docs say about it?

I didnt get dxd till i was 44 and dont know what path i might have taken had i known especially w/ the last 2.. i was 38 and 41 y/o at the time they were born.. After my dx i had so many fears about them being w/o me..

If you have any questions or want to talk PM me..

Take care and God Bless you.. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni

beleache · Dec 23, 2008

Happy Birthday Khristina <img src="i/expressions/musicnote.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

I am sorry you are feeling so sad right now.. Does your hubby understand that you have a time line? Why 35? How is your health and what do your docs say about it?

I didnt get dxd till i was 44 and dont know what path i might have taken had i known especially w/ the last 2.. i was 38 and 41 y/o at the time they were born.. After my dx i had so many fears about them being w/o me..

If you have any questions or want to talk PM me..

Take care and God Bless you.. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni

beleache · Dec 23, 2008

Happy Birthday Khristina <img src="i/expressions/musicnote.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

I am sorry you are feeling so sad right now.. Does your hubby understand that you have a time line? Why 35? How is your health and what do your docs say about it?

I didnt get dxd till i was 44 and dont know what path i might have taken had i known especially w/ the last 2.. i was 38 and 41 y/o at the time they were born.. After my dx i had so many fears about them being w/o me..

If you have any questions or want to talk PM me..

Take care and God Bless you.. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni

beleache · Dec 23, 2008

Happy Birthday Khristina <img src="i/expressions/musicnote.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
 I am sorry you are feeling so sad right now.. Does your hubby understand that you have a time line? Why 35? How is your health and what do your docs say about it?
 
 I didnt get dxd till i was 44 and dont know what path i might have taken had i known especially w/ the last 2.. i was 38 and 41 y/o at the time they were born.. After my dx i had so many fears about them being w/o me..
 
 If you have any questions or want to talk PM me..
 
 Take care and God Bless you.. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni

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