Im not sure. She has only been my doctor since august of 2011. When I started at her clinic I had a lung fuction of 56% but Feb of 2012 I had a fev1 of 36% - she decided to talk transplant and put me on all kinds of meds. I decided to start taking my health into my own hands. She can't stand that I choose supplements over meds. Also it could be bc I smoke mj. I had a long time problem with pain pills after needing to be on them for 6 months. Well to get off them and manage the pain I start smoking bc it got rid of the pain and I could still function. She hated that so much so would throw pain meds at me.
I don't even know where to begin with this post, but it's pretty disturbing and I'm pretty upset that you'd post stuff like this here, since all that will come of it is other desperate people either getting false hope or really upset.
First, your doctor hasn't given up on you. Why in the world do you equate "putting you on meds" with "giving up on you"? That is an extremely dangerous, foolish thing to post around here. You're alive BECAUSE of the advances medical science has made regarding our disease, not despite them. An FEV1 of 36 is a reasonable place to start talking transplant, especially if she sees that you are on a downward trend. It doesn't mean "give up on all other treatments" or even "force you to get a transplant". It means having a contingency plan in case you don't respond to treatment.
Second, you really make it seem like your doctor has an agenda to push meds on you. She doesn't. Her agenda is "you remaining alive, first and foremost, and as comfortable as possible" and peer reviewed science says that what she is doing is the best course of action. If you seriously see some huge conspiracy here, maybe you should lay off the weed (or "mj" as you put it).
Speaking of which: third, you smoke? That is absolutely nutty. I'm sorry. I don't care if it's cigarettes or pot or whatever; you have advanced stage lung disease. You really probably shouldn't inhale smoke into your lungs on a regular basis. You'll no doubt quote me something that says that pot is a mild bronchiodialator (keyword: MILD). That is true, but do you know what else is a bronchiodialator? Albutoral. And it doesn't involve inhaling smoke into your lungs. The only benefit you're getting from smoking is the pain relief and stuff, which can also be accomplished via meds that don't involve inhaling smoke. Smoking pot to avoid taking meds, by the way, is the most hilarious thing ever. It's a drug/med too, silly. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for legalizing weed but for god's sake, man, you have Cystic Fibrosis. Smoking ANYTHING is about the dumbest thing you can do. If you absolutely must do it, look into vaporizing it or ingesting it or something else. Good grief.
Fourth, a healthy diet is important. However, you really come across as one of those "eat 600mg of Fartberry Root and take some colloidial silver daily and your CF will be CURED!" crackpots. You can't fix CF naturally. People have tried for thousands of years, long before CF even had a name and CF remained a death sentence at a young age. It was only when medical science started making advances - in antibiotics, in mucolytic therapy with MucoMyst/Pulmozyme and now with corrective therapy like Ivacaftor/Lumacaftor/etc. - that we started seeing an increase in lifespan. I really, really, REALLY hate the idea that all the world's doctors and researchers are supposedly in on this big conspiracy to push medicine that supposedly does more harm than good. NO. It DOESN'T do more harm than good. It is the best we currently have and has resulted in many people - myself and YOURSELF included - living longer lives.
Fifth, this is a forum for people with CF and you're obviously welcome to post here, but do you ever, for a minute, consider the consequences of your actions? You have desperate, hysterical parents of children who just got diagnosed and are looking for anything to help their children, and then they see you saying "My doctor gave up on me by expecting me to take medicine for my CF WOOOOOO 420 SMOKE WEED EVERYDAY". At best, you aren't offering them any constructive advice at all and are confusing the issue. At worst, you are undermining the very people and treatments and medicines that can help their children.
You really come across like one of those AIDS denialists that think they can diet and "alternative therapy" away their AIDS and end up dying of an AIDS-related illness despite all their efforts. Sorry for the strongly worded reply, but you come across as someone working his or her way through the stage of grieving re: their illness and in desperate need of a reality check.