"I hate doing my medicine"
Fine, then, stop taking it, and become weak, feeble, and sickly. Watch as you lose your every last power and become a mere burden upon others.
If you truly want to transcend your illness, you must fight it...to the death. And though you may find it tedious, just remember that you are only abandoning the best things in life with your refusal to comply, for nature wants you to appreciate her beauty, and she wants you to be healthy as well, but with every harm you cause yourself, nature weeps bitterly.
If you are constantly bored during your treatments, I suggest using said time to read and increase your knowledge. If you cannot be strong physically, then you can at least be strong mentally.
-Zachary D.