hey there my name is dave. i got dx when i was 18, i am now 20, ( birthday was on the 3rd of april) since i have been dx things have honestly only got beter for me. i was kinda ill before i got dx cause i was on no medication but sionce i have been on med things have honestly just got better, i thought exactly the same when i first got told i was thinkin fcuk... how long have i got left ect ect.... but to be honest every single person dose not no how long they "have left" anything to happen to any innocent person walking down the street!
a lot of things went thru my mind for a good few months, it was hard to take in. but it eventually sunk in and to be honest i have done totally everything i have ever wanted to do nothin has been any different in my life...
i took the choice not to tell any one about anything about me just cause i kinda felt i didnt want any one to feel sorry for me, but that was my choice... u might be different. i kinda just keep everythin to my self.i am workin on in a full time job and i can get time off when i want if i am not feelin gr8, my boss is personally really good withime about it all. if u ever need to chat just e mial me on hearand i will give u my proper e mail address, please if u need to chat come and speak u can ask al the Q'z u want... i have been thru what ur going thru now and there will be a lot of ppl on hear to cheer u up on this site, they done exactly that for me, this is a gr8 place.
takecare
dave