I lost my friends

[Tcole]

My life is sitting in the hospital and wait. I feel helpless right now. My heart hurt so bad when i walk in to the hospital. I hold back tears. I want to throw a temper tantrum. That would look silly. LOL! My friends have stopped calling or not returning calls. When i do talk to them their eyes seem to glaze over like I am talking a language they dont understand. Sometimes i wish they would ask how i am. Or go get lunch. I have lost myself. I wear sweats everyday. Pull my hair in a pony. I don't shower some days. I just want to raise the "white flag" and surrender. I am torn. I have my 2 other children at home and miss them so much. We have been working hard at schooling and don't want them to get behind since its been crazy at home.

Grayson is the stongest lil girl ever. Smiles at every person even after they poke and stick her with needles.

OK, i feel a little better getting some of this off my chest. I could probably keeping going but i want to get back with my lil one.

Thanks for listening.

Oh, im sure my mom will read this and reply. LOL

 

[Tcole]

My life is sitting in the hospital and wait. I feel helpless right now. My heart hurt so bad when i walk in to the hospital. I hold back tears. I want to throw a temper tantrum. That would look silly. LOL! My friends have stopped calling or not returning calls. When i do talk to them their eyes seem to glaze over like I am talking a language they dont understand. Sometimes i wish they would ask how i am. Or go get lunch. I have lost myself. I wear sweats everyday. Pull my hair in a pony. I don't shower some days. I just want to raise the "white flag" and surrender. I am torn. I have my 2 other children at home and miss them so much. We have been working hard at schooling and don't want them to get behind since its been crazy at home.

Grayson is the stongest lil girl ever. Smiles at every person even after they poke and stick her with needles.

OK, i feel a little better getting some of this off my chest. I could probably keeping going but i want to get back with my lil one.

Thanks for listening.

Oh, im sure my mom will read this and reply. LOL

 

[Tcole]

My life is sitting in the hospital and wait. I feel helpless right now. My heart hurt so bad when i walk in to the hospital. I hold back tears. I want to throw a temper tantrum. That would look silly. LOL! My friends have stopped calling or not returning calls. When i do talk to them their eyes seem to glaze over like I am talking a language they dont understand. Sometimes i wish they would ask how i am. Or go get lunch. I have lost myself. I wear sweats everyday. Pull my hair in a pony. I don't shower some days. I just want to raise the "white flag" and surrender. I am torn. I have my 2 other children at home and miss them so much. We have been working hard at schooling and don't want them to get behind since its been crazy at home.

Grayson is the stongest lil girl ever. Smiles at every person even after they poke and stick her with needles.

OK, i feel a little better getting some of this off my chest. I could probably keeping going but i want to get back with my lil one.

Thanks for listening.

Oh, im sure my mom will read this and reply. LOL

 

[Tcole]

My life is sitting in the hospital and wait. I feel helpless right now. My heart hurt so bad when i walk in to the hospital. I hold back tears. I want to throw a temper tantrum. That would look silly. LOL! My friends have stopped calling or not returning calls. When i do talk to them their eyes seem to glaze over like I am talking a language they dont understand. Sometimes i wish they would ask how i am. Or go get lunch. I have lost myself. I wear sweats everyday. Pull my hair in a pony. I don't shower some days. I just want to raise the "white flag" and surrender. I am torn. I have my 2 other children at home and miss them so much. We have been working hard at schooling and don't want them to get behind since its been crazy at home.

Grayson is the stongest lil girl ever. Smiles at every person even after they poke and stick her with needles.

OK, i feel a little better getting some of this off my chest. I could probably keeping going but i want to get back with my lil one.

Thanks for listening.

Oh, im sure my mom will read this and reply. LOL

 

[Tcole]

My life is sitting in the hospital and wait. I feel helpless right now. My heart hurt so bad when i walk in to the hospital. I hold back tears. I want to throw a temper tantrum. That would look silly. LOL! My friends have stopped calling or not returning calls. When i do talk to them their eyes seem to glaze over like I am talking a language they dont understand. Sometimes i wish they would ask how i am. Or go get lunch. I have lost myself. I wear sweats everyday. Pull my hair in a pony. I don't shower some days. I just want to raise the "white flag" and surrender. I am torn. I have my 2 other children at home and miss them so much. We have been working hard at schooling and don't want them to get behind since its been crazy at home.
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<br />Grayson is the stongest lil girl ever. Smiles at every person even after they poke and stick her with needles.
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<br />OK, i feel a little better getting some of this off my chest. I could probably keeping going but i want to get back with my lil one.
<br />
<br />Thanks for listening.
<br />
<br />Oh, im sure my mom will read this and reply. LOL

 

[MicheleGazelle]

They probably glaze over because they don't know how to deal with it. For most people, it's too outside of their experience.

 

[MicheleGazelle]

They probably glaze over because they don't know how to deal with it. For most people, it's too outside of their experience.

 

[MicheleGazelle]

They probably glaze over because they don't know how to deal with it. For most people, it's too outside of their experience.

 

[MicheleGazelle]

They probably glaze over because they don't know how to deal with it. For most people, it's too outside of their experience.

 

[MicheleGazelle]

They probably glaze over because they don't know how to deal with it. For most people, it's too outside of their experience.

 

[Sheridan]

they also probably dont know what to say or wether to say anything at all and are torn like that. they don't want to upset you any more than you are but then also dont want to be all light and airy fairy in case you think they dont care, so instead they are in mute land. I have two kids with CF and I know what its like living in the hospital and feeling like the world moves but you dont. It doesn't last long as soon as you get released you'll feel better.

 

[Sheridan]

they also probably dont know what to say or wether to say anything at all and are torn like that. they don't want to upset you any more than you are but then also dont want to be all light and airy fairy in case you think they dont care, so instead they are in mute land. I have two kids with CF and I know what its like living in the hospital and feeling like the world moves but you dont. It doesn't last long as soon as you get released you'll feel better.

 

[Sheridan]

they also probably dont know what to say or wether to say anything at all and are torn like that. they don't want to upset you any more than you are but then also dont want to be all light and airy fairy in case you think they dont care, so instead they are in mute land. I have two kids with CF and I know what its like living in the hospital and feeling like the world moves but you dont. It doesn't last long as soon as you get released you'll feel better.

 

[Sheridan]

they also probably dont know what to say or wether to say anything at all and are torn like that. they don't want to upset you any more than you are but then also dont want to be all light and airy fairy in case you think they dont care, so instead they are in mute land. I have two kids with CF and I know what its like living in the hospital and feeling like the world moves but you dont. It doesn't last long as soon as you get released you'll feel better.

 

[Sheridan]

they also probably dont know what to say or wether to say anything at all and are torn like that. they don't want to upset you any more than you are but then also dont want to be all light and airy fairy in case you think they dont care, so instead they are in mute land. I have two kids with CF and I know what its like living in the hospital and feeling like the world moves but you dont. It doesn't last long as soon as you get released you'll feel better.