Well This is how it is having CF. Just like any terminal illness, you wonder whats next. Our whole system is messed up, from our lungs to our pancreas. So as you can imagine its very painfull at times. Some good days some bad days. As for me and my experience, I would call my condition moderate. I just had a child 5 months ago, and ever since I first got pregnant with her I have gone day to day wondering when the day would come where I'll have to say goodbye forever and if she'll resent me for it. Healthwise, Im doing pretty good and always have been, I go into the hospital about 1 to 2 times a year for a lung cleanout. And like I said other then that there are some days I feel perfectly fine. There are some colds which I can beat over a week or two, and some that eventually put me in the hospital.
