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luke
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I have been feeling really crappy lately, but....work has been hectic and my brother got married last week end so I just haven't had the time to be sick. So yesterday I finally got a spirometry done, they were the worst they have ever been. Hence, the next three weeks will be spent with 2 of my closest and reliable friends, tobramycin and Primaxin. I always get upset when my tests suck because frankly I don't want to die. I found myself being mean to the one I am closest to, my wife, out of frustration I guess. I know she will always be here for me and I love her just as much as she loves me. But when it comes to my health declining I ALWAYS feel all alone. I know that so many people care about me and my health but I can't stop thinking that I am the one going through this. I am the one that will be luckly to get just 10 more years. I don't know just ranting I guess... Does anyone get these feelings every time their health declines?
For those who pray, pray, for those who hope, hope....But if you don't mind I could use it today.
luke
For those who pray, pray, for those who hope, hope....But if you don't mind I could use it today.
luke