Demention2008
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Well! I decided to stop trying to kill myself. Becuz, i saw how much i hurt my friends. Tiffany, Jessica, Ashley, and KG. I told KG that i cut myself, and he almost made me cry. Cuz, i saw my much i hurt him by doing that. I don't luv KG but i really do care for him and i want him to know that. But i'm so afraid to hurt him. Cuz, i told him one day that i might be leaving, he got really upset and started to say " you going to leave me now" " you going to leave me know". And then he tried to play it off bye saying that i stay, i stay with him, and if i leave i leave. He doesn't know how much that hurt me when he said that and the way that he looked. I trust him know i really do. And if you all are wondering i'm half korean and half white. And KG is black. And i have no problem with our color. Cuz i lyk him so much!!!!! And the people in our school make fun of me for having a crush on him. And he has a one year old daughter. But that doesn't matter to me. As long as he spends time with his daughter, i'm kewl with it. <img src="i/expressions/angel_ani.gif" border="0"><img src="i/expressions/beer.gif" border="0"> But i'm done with the whole trying to kill myself thing, cuz i don't want hurt anyone in my life.