yes i did tear. they considered it a second degree tear, i have no idea what exactly it meant, but i know it hurt like a bia for an entire week. but now i'm good i can do everything i did before i had aj. my stitches dissolved about two weeks afterwards. i do have an ob appt on the first, i guess i could wait and ask till then. thanks though guys! aj is doing good though julie! he's eating well and being able to keep it down. which makes us so excited! and he's beginning to be a little piggy. he's up to eating about 3 1/2 oz, sometimes a little more. and we are just thrilled with that! and we can tell he's putting on some weight! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0">