blackchameleon
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i have been struggling with juggling my CF treatment and bi-polar illness for some years now. im wondering if there is a higher incidence rate of bi-polar (not depression only) among us CF sufferers.the depression obviously leaves me floundering in a sea of sorrow , helplessness and lethergy. when in this state it is so difficult to do airway clearance, nebs and exercise. the inevitable mania i love. it allows me to tap unto that high charge of "adrenaline" type feeling and i seem to have endless capacity to walk (10km) swim (2km) and do long sessions of airway clearance using low lung volume breathing. i am constantly amazed at the two different types of life i live. i am sure my physical health is so determined by my mental health. my friend who had a relatively cf symptom free life until her early 20s is now in ICU on a ventilator with respiratory failure and in desperate need of a transplant. i know she did very little treatment over the last 3 years and just accepted her life was going to diminish rapidly just as we had seen happen to many others. i too thought this 9 years ago and slid rapidly from near normal lung function at 24 to 35% fev1 and nearing transplant stage by 28. i found a friend who encouraed me to just walk around my house and concentate on airway clearance and good sleeping habits for a month. after this i started swimming, 25m laps of a pool, 4 in total with a few minutes rest between was my first days effort. now i can swim 60 laps with a small rest in between laps and walk 10km (with my gorgeous black lab who is having her 1st litter of puppies in about 6 days....cute!) my fev1 is still only 45% but i can do alot of exercise now. my point in all this ramble is it seems more needs to be researched in the way of mental health to fight cfs physical attacks on our bodies. i am really interested in seeing if many of us have a "mania" side to us and not just depression. hope 2009 is a great one of personal learning and peace for us all eh!! wink blacky from Australia.