Thank you, Emily for posting. I haven't been able to do anything in the past few days and I don't know how I am functioning now. I want everyone to know that I don't know anything about the accident, I did not watch the news or let anyone tell me any specifics. All I know is that he went instantly with no suffering. He loved his new car and I know he was smiling and happy until his last second. My biggest fear is that people will be mad at him. Please don't be. Michael is the most wonderful man I have ever met and he did not take one second for granted, before or after the transplant. We only had a few years together but those years were filled with more love and happiness that most people get in a lifetime. I only have happy memories and too many to count.
I miss him so much and I don't know how I will be able to live without him. My only comfort is that I have no regrets about how we lived. We told each other at least 50 times a day how much we loved each other. We were never apart for more than a few hours, even during his long hospital stays. We had talks about death before (thank you for that, cf) and I know what he beleives and I can't wait to see him again someday. I know he is with me right now if that is possible. CF did not get Michael. He beat it and had the best 5 months of his life, and went quickly without any cf-related pain. Maybe this saved him from getting sick again and suffering. It is hard to try to make sense of it all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers, I know you were important to him and he was important to you. Please remember him and let him be your inspiration still.
I love you, my Michael, my husband, my everything.
Love, Katy
I miss him so much and I don't know how I will be able to live without him. My only comfort is that I have no regrets about how we lived. We told each other at least 50 times a day how much we loved each other. We were never apart for more than a few hours, even during his long hospital stays. We had talks about death before (thank you for that, cf) and I know what he beleives and I can't wait to see him again someday. I know he is with me right now if that is possible. CF did not get Michael. He beat it and had the best 5 months of his life, and went quickly without any cf-related pain. Maybe this saved him from getting sick again and suffering. It is hard to try to make sense of it all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers, I know you were important to him and he was important to you. Please remember him and let him be your inspiration still.
I love you, my Michael, my husband, my everything.
Love, Katy