You are not alone in your feelings. it took my a long time before I get just get really pissed off. It was a saying in our family "if it is falls the small percent group, it will happen to Cory" Before Cory even hit 2, I tell everyone I was going to change my mailing address to the hospital, I think we were there more than home.
Every part of your body that this disease can affect, Cory has dealt with. Diabetes, kidney problems, sinus problems, bone problems. I love it when they ask at places to describe his symptoms, I never have enough space. I defiantely understand the "raw" deal. There are a lot of times I have a hard time being on message boards because I feel Cory has been cheated. He is a great kid (ok, Adult) with a winning smile and a fighter. He has a strong will and I am sure that is what has got him through the worse times.
Hang in there Angie. I can't promise you roses. But I am sure you too have a great fighter on your hands. Vent and cry wen you need to.
Anytime you need to talk, just let me know
Michelle
My email is mmohr67@yaoo.com