JennifersHope
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This is one of the times I wish I could post not signed in...
Well I kind of knew this was going to happen, I have a sinus infection AGAIN that I woke up with... I went to the doctor, my primary, and turned myself in, I told him I was guilty of not doing my treatments the past two weeks because of being to tired from work.... blah blah blah........I feel like such a baby because my doctor gave me the lecture today, it is my own fault, I was telling him how I quit the clinical trial and I said I am barely compliant with my regular meds, how was I going to do a study.. He said, did I hear what I just said.. Barely compliant... I was so embarrassed..... he was so nice about it, he was teasing me telling me that I give him chest pain...HA..
I also told him that I have started to kind of 'see" someone.... sort of in the very beginning stages of dating... and as it would turn out, the guy is a doctor, not from the state I live in, but not so far away either.. I was telling my doctor about it, and that I haven't told this guy anything about my health yet... My doctor told me that I was starting the relationship out based on a lie.. OUCH.... I can't bring myself to tell him..and better I find out now that he isn't able to cope then down the road.. I know he is right.... I keep thinking it isn't going to work out anyway so why bother... but I know I need to tell him but can't at the same time.. I mean ugggggg... In a way I feel so selfish like I should not dare to try to mess up someone else's life with my own mess.. This guy wants to have kids, a life, and stuff.. I know in my head the right answer that this would be his choice, but I can't get past it...I know what I would say to someone else but I can't apply it to myself... I feel like I would be better off single then feeling like I screwed up someones life, and I also am pretty sure I wouldn't get the chance anyway because I am afraid as soon as I tell him, I will never hear from him again... I know, Better off..but still
Anyway, I am not sure a sinus infection could be prevented from doing the vest but anyhow... What do you guys take for your sinuses? I am on Biaxin. have you ever been on that?
My sinuses on catscan do not show any real damage, but I have sinus infections often..
As far as dating... Now I feel like a big liar....
Thanks for any advice
Jennifer
Well I kind of knew this was going to happen, I have a sinus infection AGAIN that I woke up with... I went to the doctor, my primary, and turned myself in, I told him I was guilty of not doing my treatments the past two weeks because of being to tired from work.... blah blah blah........I feel like such a baby because my doctor gave me the lecture today, it is my own fault, I was telling him how I quit the clinical trial and I said I am barely compliant with my regular meds, how was I going to do a study.. He said, did I hear what I just said.. Barely compliant... I was so embarrassed..... he was so nice about it, he was teasing me telling me that I give him chest pain...HA..
I also told him that I have started to kind of 'see" someone.... sort of in the very beginning stages of dating... and as it would turn out, the guy is a doctor, not from the state I live in, but not so far away either.. I was telling my doctor about it, and that I haven't told this guy anything about my health yet... My doctor told me that I was starting the relationship out based on a lie.. OUCH.... I can't bring myself to tell him..and better I find out now that he isn't able to cope then down the road.. I know he is right.... I keep thinking it isn't going to work out anyway so why bother... but I know I need to tell him but can't at the same time.. I mean ugggggg... In a way I feel so selfish like I should not dare to try to mess up someone else's life with my own mess.. This guy wants to have kids, a life, and stuff.. I know in my head the right answer that this would be his choice, but I can't get past it...I know what I would say to someone else but I can't apply it to myself... I feel like I would be better off single then feeling like I screwed up someones life, and I also am pretty sure I wouldn't get the chance anyway because I am afraid as soon as I tell him, I will never hear from him again... I know, Better off..but still
Anyway, I am not sure a sinus infection could be prevented from doing the vest but anyhow... What do you guys take for your sinuses? I am on Biaxin. have you ever been on that?
My sinuses on catscan do not show any real damage, but I have sinus infections often..
As far as dating... Now I feel like a big liar....
Thanks for any advice
Jennifer