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karismom

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<img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0"> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your support and LOVE. I MISS MY KARI SO MUCH... BUT for some reason I cannot CRY on the outside very much and her Dad says the same thing and we have been feeling GUILTY and some tell us that we are still in shock and then MY SISTER said to me Lisa maybe you guys are relieved.. First I got p***** at her then she made me see that MAYBE we were relieved! I was wondering if anyone else ever felt this. A LONG illness takes a toll on all, and God help me I just feel such a WEIGHT off but thats because Kari is NOT in that HORRIBLE pain and she is now FREE. We were TORTURED (our souls) trying to get through each day KNOWING how she was suffering. Anyway...just babbling as usual... Thanks for listening.

peace.

lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
 
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karismom

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<img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0"> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your support and LOVE. I MISS MY KARI SO MUCH... BUT for some reason I cannot CRY on the outside very much and her Dad says the same thing and we have been feeling GUILTY and some tell us that we are still in shock and then MY SISTER said to me Lisa maybe you guys are relieved.. First I got p***** at her then she made me see that MAYBE we were relieved! I was wondering if anyone else ever felt this. A LONG illness takes a toll on all, and God help me I just feel such a WEIGHT off but thats because Kari is NOT in that HORRIBLE pain and she is now FREE. We were TORTURED (our souls) trying to get through each day KNOWING how she was suffering. Anyway...just babbling as usual... Thanks for listening.

peace.

lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
 
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karismom

New member
<img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0"> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your support and LOVE. I MISS MY KARI SO MUCH... BUT for some reason I cannot CRY on the outside very much and her Dad says the same thing and we have been feeling GUILTY and some tell us that we are still in shock and then MY SISTER said to me Lisa maybe you guys are relieved.. First I got p***** at her then she made me see that MAYBE we were relieved! I was wondering if anyone else ever felt this. A LONG illness takes a toll on all, and God help me I just feel such a WEIGHT off but thats because Kari is NOT in that HORRIBLE pain and she is now FREE. We were TORTURED (our souls) trying to get through each day KNOWING how she was suffering. Anyway...just babbling as usual... Thanks for listening.

peace.

lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
 
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karismom

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<img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0"> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your support and LOVE. I MISS MY KARI SO MUCH... BUT for some reason I cannot CRY on the outside very much and her Dad says the same thing and we have been feeling GUILTY and some tell us that we are still in shock and then MY SISTER said to me Lisa maybe you guys are relieved.. First I got p***** at her then she made me see that MAYBE we were relieved! I was wondering if anyone else ever felt this. A LONG illness takes a toll on all, and God help me I just feel such a WEIGHT off but thats because Kari is NOT in that HORRIBLE pain and she is now FREE. We were TORTURED (our souls) trying to get through each day KNOWING how she was suffering. Anyway...just babbling as usual... Thanks for listening.

peace.

lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
 
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karismom

New member
<img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0"> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your support and LOVE. I MISS MY KARI SO MUCH... BUT for some reason I cannot CRY on the outside very much and her Dad says the same thing and we have been feeling GUILTY and some tell us that we are still in shock and then MY SISTER said to me Lisa maybe you guys are relieved.. First I got p***** at her then she made me see that MAYBE we were relieved! I was wondering if anyone else ever felt this. A LONG illness takes a toll on all, and God help me I just feel such a WEIGHT off but thats because Kari is NOT in that HORRIBLE pain and she is now FREE. We were TORTURED (our souls) trying to get through each day KNOWING how she was suffering. Anyway...just babbling as usual... Thanks for listening.
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<br />peace.
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<br />lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
 
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Sevenstars

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Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about her. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I read a while back that she wasn't doing well. I've never personally talked to you but I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.

You're very right, it's so hard to watch someone you love in pain. I recently lost my grandmother and I was relieved *for her* when she was no longer in pain, even though it hurt me that she was gone. Hugs, and please don't feel guilty. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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Sevenstars

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Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about her. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I read a while back that she wasn't doing well. I've never personally talked to you but I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.

You're very right, it's so hard to watch someone you love in pain. I recently lost my grandmother and I was relieved *for her* when she was no longer in pain, even though it hurt me that she was gone. Hugs, and please don't feel guilty. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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Sevenstars

New member
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about her. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I read a while back that she wasn't doing well. I've never personally talked to you but I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.

You're very right, it's so hard to watch someone you love in pain. I recently lost my grandmother and I was relieved *for her* when she was no longer in pain, even though it hurt me that she was gone. Hugs, and please don't feel guilty. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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Sevenstars

New member
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about her. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I read a while back that she wasn't doing well. I've never personally talked to you but I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.

You're very right, it's so hard to watch someone you love in pain. I recently lost my grandmother and I was relieved *for her* when she was no longer in pain, even though it hurt me that she was gone. Hugs, and please don't feel guilty. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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Sevenstars

New member
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about her. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I read a while back that she wasn't doing well. I've never personally talked to you but I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.
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<br />You're very right, it's so hard to watch someone you love in pain. I recently lost my grandmother and I was relieved *for her* when she was no longer in pain, even though it hurt me that she was gone. Hugs, and please don't feel guilty. <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">
 
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JazzysMom

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I am sure in a way you are relieved. Relieved that she isnt fighting, relieved you dont have to see her struggle etc

I think many of us feel its too "harsh" to feel/think that, but when someone has "suffered" or its taken a toll.....why is it not ok to feel relief?


Of course then there is the part of you that just misses her. Good bad & sickly <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Dont worry about how you are feeling. Just take one day at a time. Guilt, joy, sadness, relief.....its all part of the process my friend!

HUGS
 
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JazzysMom

New member
I am sure in a way you are relieved. Relieved that she isnt fighting, relieved you dont have to see her struggle etc

I think many of us feel its too "harsh" to feel/think that, but when someone has "suffered" or its taken a toll.....why is it not ok to feel relief?


Of course then there is the part of you that just misses her. Good bad & sickly <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Dont worry about how you are feeling. Just take one day at a time. Guilt, joy, sadness, relief.....its all part of the process my friend!

HUGS
 
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JazzysMom

New member
I am sure in a way you are relieved. Relieved that she isnt fighting, relieved you dont have to see her struggle etc

I think many of us feel its too "harsh" to feel/think that, but when someone has "suffered" or its taken a toll.....why is it not ok to feel relief?


Of course then there is the part of you that just misses her. Good bad & sickly <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Dont worry about how you are feeling. Just take one day at a time. Guilt, joy, sadness, relief.....its all part of the process my friend!

HUGS
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
I am sure in a way you are relieved. Relieved that she isnt fighting, relieved you dont have to see her struggle etc

I think many of us feel its too "harsh" to feel/think that, but when someone has "suffered" or its taken a toll.....why is it not ok to feel relief?


Of course then there is the part of you that just misses her. Good bad & sickly <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Dont worry about how you are feeling. Just take one day at a time. Guilt, joy, sadness, relief.....its all part of the process my friend!

HUGS
 
J

JazzysMom

New member
I am sure in a way you are relieved. Relieved that she isnt fighting, relieved you dont have to see her struggle etc
<br />
<br />I think many of us feel its too "harsh" to feel/think that, but when someone has "suffered" or its taken a toll.....why is it not ok to feel relief?
<br />
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<br />Of course then there is the part of you that just misses her. Good bad & sickly <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
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<br />Dont worry about how you are feeling. Just take one day at a time. Guilt, joy, sadness, relief.....its all part of the process my friend!
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<br />HUGS
 
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