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tammykrumrey
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I didn't sleep but about two hours last night. I tossed and turned and I just couldn't shut my brain down.
I want to thank you all for your support, kindness and prayers. All of you here are really the only ones I can let me guard down with when it comes to my fears. I just can't do that in front of my family.
My husband is VERY emotional, and is the first one to break down when it comes to our girls. So, in turn, I have had to learn to be the level headed one. The one who educates herself with information so that I can calm the fears in my husband.
But this time I want to be scared too. I am very worried. But if I show this fear in front of my husband, he will freak out. And then that fear will trickle down to Kayla. And Hannah. And I don't want her to be scared. I want her to still be that little 10 year old who is going thru her first 'crush' and giggling about what her 'crush' did at school today.
We (my hubby and I) are meeting with Dr. Ferkol today at 3:00. I guess I will know more then. I guess I am still just a little numb. I am not sure what questions I have yet. I do know that as of now, the cepacia is resistant to all the antibiotics. And now it is being tested to see which mix of drugs may do the trick. Soooo...there we are.
Thanks for the prayers and support. It has meant so much to me. More than words can say.
I want to thank you all for your support, kindness and prayers. All of you here are really the only ones I can let me guard down with when it comes to my fears. I just can't do that in front of my family.
My husband is VERY emotional, and is the first one to break down when it comes to our girls. So, in turn, I have had to learn to be the level headed one. The one who educates herself with information so that I can calm the fears in my husband.
But this time I want to be scared too. I am very worried. But if I show this fear in front of my husband, he will freak out. And then that fear will trickle down to Kayla. And Hannah. And I don't want her to be scared. I want her to still be that little 10 year old who is going thru her first 'crush' and giggling about what her 'crush' did at school today.
We (my hubby and I) are meeting with Dr. Ferkol today at 3:00. I guess I will know more then. I guess I am still just a little numb. I am not sure what questions I have yet. I do know that as of now, the cepacia is resistant to all the antibiotics. And now it is being tested to see which mix of drugs may do the trick. Soooo...there we are.
Thanks for the prayers and support. It has meant so much to me. More than words can say.