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It is with a broken heart that I tell you all that Kari is in her FINAL DAYS OF LIFE... She just went downhill FAST and now has not had anything to eat or drink for 2 days, is asleep (PEACEFULLY) and in a hospital bed in her living room... It is all so surreal... Mayah just goes on with her little life as if NOTHING is wrong... gets up and eats her 3 pancakes and milk and goes off to school, and when she is home she just I don't know just ESCAPES away where there is NO sick Mom, no sadness. HER WHOLE LIFE, her Mom was SO sick and either at the hospital or on the couch tethered to an 02 cannula......... just like her Mom she is ONE TOUGH COOKIE... and she is MY GRAND DAUGHTER I never thought that I would ever have grand children but my Kari made sure that I would NOT be left alone that is how tough she is. I am doing OK mostly, but then I "go there" this is going to be the HARDEST on her Dad. He has been her CARETKER solely for the past almost 2 years and yesterday he was losin it. I am sorry guys I know that I am babbling I just REALLY want you ALL to know that w/out all of your LOVE and PRAYERS and just KNOWING you are all there for me, I NEVER would be doing as OK as I am!!!! SO THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU ALL AND AM PRAYING FOR YOU ALL And will always be part of the family especially since I still have my Holli Jade who also has CF!!! I will let ya know when Kari is finally FREE. peace.
lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">
It is with a broken heart that I tell you all that Kari is in her FINAL DAYS OF LIFE... She just went downhill FAST and now has not had anything to eat or drink for 2 days, is asleep (PEACEFULLY) and in a hospital bed in her living room... It is all so surreal... Mayah just goes on with her little life as if NOTHING is wrong... gets up and eats her 3 pancakes and milk and goes off to school, and when she is home she just I don't know just ESCAPES away where there is NO sick Mom, no sadness. HER WHOLE LIFE, her Mom was SO sick and either at the hospital or on the couch tethered to an 02 cannula......... just like her Mom she is ONE TOUGH COOKIE... and she is MY GRAND DAUGHTER I never thought that I would ever have grand children but my Kari made sure that I would NOT be left alone that is how tough she is. I am doing OK mostly, but then I "go there" this is going to be the HARDEST on her Dad. He has been her CARETKER solely for the past almost 2 years and yesterday he was losin it. I am sorry guys I know that I am babbling I just REALLY want you ALL to know that w/out all of your LOVE and PRAYERS and just KNOWING you are all there for me, I NEVER would be doing as OK as I am!!!! SO THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU ALL AND AM PRAYING FOR YOU ALL And will always be part of the family especially since I still have my Holli Jade who also has CF!!! I will let ya know when Kari is finally FREE. peace.
lisa <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">