littledebbie
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Ugh, I'm 26, work and live alone, getting it done is not possible. I just can't. and while I know well meaning people say, well your health is most important, you may have to quit your job etc. Okay, how do they purpose i eat and pay rent, becasue here in CA disablity is so low you can't do both and if you live with a family member they lower the amount so you are just stuck with living in poverty. nice. So until I meet some miraculous man that wants to marry me, with all that entails, and makes it able for me to stay at home (which means he needs a good paycheck and nice benefits)I'm cutting corners. I get sick, my PFTs are in the 20's somewhere, i don't really do PFTS anymore becasue it's depressing and I don't feel they're a good gage on my health anymore. Sometimes they're bad and I feel fine, sometimes there better and I feel worse. Besides worse than 20's...if they get that low I don't wat to see them , if I wasn't depressed that would for sure get me there. So I try to do better, but it's a struggle. I lean on my Mom a lot. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> She's an A+ cook.