Shawn, We know what you're going through. The first couple months are the hardest, learning everything, adjusting to medications, and treatments. But you'll get through it and life will return to normal (not the normal you're used to, but still a normal daily life.) My daughter had a hard time taking enzymes. She was only 4 months when she was diagnosed and not thriving. We spent 3 weeks in the hospital while she gained weight. The only way my baby was able to gain weight was with the pancreatic enzymes. She had been losing oz. everyday, but the day she was given Creon (a pancreatic enzyme), her weight started to pack on. Although it was difficult to get them down, it was necessary for her weight gain. Because she could not swallow applesauce, we used a very large syringe and sucked up the enzymes from a cup (with some Pedialyte in it) and then slowly squirted the enzymes and pedialyte in her mouth. I have a couple questions about the fact that your doctors don't seem concerned about CF and that they gave up after Lily threw up the enzymes the first time. For most kids with CF, they need the enzymes to digest food. Without it, they won't gain weight, or breakdown the nutrients from the food. Are you seeing a Pulmonologist? And are you at a hospital where they have a CF Certified Clinic? I don't want to overstep my bounds, but its concerning that the doctors don't seem very familiar with CF. I would contact the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation for a CF Certified Clinic in your area. They will have the tools and expertise to assess your baby's situation, and can help with weight gain, pancreatic enzymes and of course, the daily maintenance of respiratory care. I will pray for you and your daughter and send good healing thoughts your way.