The last month or two I've been having issues with insomnia. Usually staying up 36-48 hour days before finally getting any amount of sleep (6-8 hours). At first I didn't mind because I had movies to watch, books to read etc, but there's only so long you can keep yourself entertained before nothing is interesting anymore.
I've been in the hospital since Thursday. 5 days ago I mentioned it to my doctor, and he asked me if I wanted to take Ambien; I accepted. I slept decently the first 3 nights, about 4 hours of pure sleep then 4-5 hours of drifting in and out of consciousness; I woke up totally rested though. Then last night I decided to try and sleep without the Ambien, I had done some medical marijuana and had worked out intensely earlier that day so I was exhausted. It was the most awful night I've ever had, with only about 30 minutes of real 'sleep' after 8 hours of laying there trying. So the Ambien is definitely still necessary.
The problem is that Ambien has a lot of side effects, to the point that my friends and family became worried when I mentioned that it was prescribed to me. Ambien is an easily abusable hallucinatory drug, it is addictive and leads to dependency, plus there's plenty of horror stories of 'ambien comas' in which people do insane things that they don't remember after taking it (I've already had a nurse tell me I tried talking to her while she hooked up my IV, and then try to go back to bed while she was still connecting it). Withdraws coming off of it lead to intense depression and even worse insomnia.
All this, along with an already addictive personality and love of hallucinogens lead me to be wary of it. I have the restraint not to abuse it for now, but I can't say for sure I'd be able to hold back if I've been taking it for a month.
So my question is, is it worth it? Insomnia is pretty distressing, but Ambien is a double edged sword of a cure. Ideally I'd only be taking it for a week or two, long enough to get past whatever is wrong, and no matter what I'd quit in a month. I could also try taking it for 2-3 days and then staying up a day or two so dependency doesn't set in too quickly.
What does everyone else here think? I've already been told to 'talk to my doctor', but there's nothing he can do besides give me the pros and cons that I'm already aware of. That and the fact that he didn't warn me about all this in the first place makes me believe he's not really a reliable source. More opinions = a better choice.
Thanks!
I've been in the hospital since Thursday. 5 days ago I mentioned it to my doctor, and he asked me if I wanted to take Ambien; I accepted. I slept decently the first 3 nights, about 4 hours of pure sleep then 4-5 hours of drifting in and out of consciousness; I woke up totally rested though. Then last night I decided to try and sleep without the Ambien, I had done some medical marijuana and had worked out intensely earlier that day so I was exhausted. It was the most awful night I've ever had, with only about 30 minutes of real 'sleep' after 8 hours of laying there trying. So the Ambien is definitely still necessary.
The problem is that Ambien has a lot of side effects, to the point that my friends and family became worried when I mentioned that it was prescribed to me. Ambien is an easily abusable hallucinatory drug, it is addictive and leads to dependency, plus there's plenty of horror stories of 'ambien comas' in which people do insane things that they don't remember after taking it (I've already had a nurse tell me I tried talking to her while she hooked up my IV, and then try to go back to bed while she was still connecting it). Withdraws coming off of it lead to intense depression and even worse insomnia.
All this, along with an already addictive personality and love of hallucinogens lead me to be wary of it. I have the restraint not to abuse it for now, but I can't say for sure I'd be able to hold back if I've been taking it for a month.
So my question is, is it worth it? Insomnia is pretty distressing, but Ambien is a double edged sword of a cure. Ideally I'd only be taking it for a week or two, long enough to get past whatever is wrong, and no matter what I'd quit in a month. I could also try taking it for 2-3 days and then staying up a day or two so dependency doesn't set in too quickly.
What does everyone else here think? I've already been told to 'talk to my doctor', but there's nothing he can do besides give me the pros and cons that I'm already aware of. That and the fact that he didn't warn me about all this in the first place makes me believe he's not really a reliable source. More opinions = a better choice.
Thanks!