jdprecious
New member
When we were in the hospital, I def needed xanax or valiums. I could barely keep it together but found they didn't do it for me. I was just as anxious and upset, just this time in slow motion. Which in turn, just made me all the more irritated that I couldn't do things fast enough or had trouble paying attention. So that didn't help any!
In more mellow CF times, I just cry and then maybe follow that up with a big fat martini to make myself feel better! I have mini melt downs to avoid the big blowups! LOL. But I figure Id be psychotic with or without CF in my life, so its just one more thing I freak out about!
Either way, my stress reliever is my CF'er. Holding her and cuddling melts it all away. When its just me and her and noone else; that is the time my soul is truly at peace.
In more mellow CF times, I just cry and then maybe follow that up with a big fat martini to make myself feel better! I have mini melt downs to avoid the big blowups! LOL. But I figure Id be psychotic with or without CF in my life, so its just one more thing I freak out about!
Either way, my stress reliever is my CF'er. Holding her and cuddling melts it all away. When its just me and her and noone else; that is the time my soul is truly at peace.