i am stuck in a situation that i am hoping someone here can help me with. i have a toddler with cf and i love her tremendously. because of her cf i have an extra level of worry for her and sadness that i may not always have her in my life. this worry and sadness enables me to appreciate her all the time and it really keeps me in check even when parenting is hard or i am tired or i am busy. but my problem is because the source of my intense and constant appreciation for her is from worry and sadness of feeling a level of loss for her when i didn't even lose her, i can't keep the sadness from being very close the surface. so the moment any small thing goes wrong or if i see other young children being happy with their families (i transfer myself into their happiness) or if i hear terrible news about children or ppl with cf, i just get so so sad. and i feel in the blink of an eye i can go from happy in my wonderful life with her to it falling apart when i think of her possible suffering or losing her because i just love her so much. i want to be able to fully enjoy her without the sadness so close by especially when she has a good chance of being healthy with all the treatments she can have. any suggestions?