I joined CF.com for cf support. What I get in addition to that is amazing Experience, Strength and Hope. Thanks Everyone. It is in that spirit that I share my story of getting help for my drinking problem. It was only after my son's dx that I did. I was a daily drinker for many yrs. (27). I slept with a bottle of vodka between my mattresses so when I came to with the shakes and sweats I could suck some down. I was a mess. Jared was sick all his life, but it was only until he was dx'd that I did what I needed to so I could handle taking care of him. I won't say I've had perfectly uninterrupted sobriety for seven yrs. because I have not. But it's been pretty good and because I took a good look at myself, I was able to never miss a treatment or appointment for him. Thanks for being here and for letting me share.