Thank you, Tanya! This lap is really my ONLY chance as far as conceiving naturally without any other means of assistance is concerned. However, I'm only going to continue trying to conceive for the rest of the year. After that, I am ready to accept either being childless or child via adoption.
I would like to adopt. However, my husband goes back and forth. He is just worried about me and the taking care of a child, in the long run. The other thread currently running is quite interesting.
I was so excited in the beginning; however, the longer it's taking, the more I'm backing off. Jake backed off long ago. In the beginning, he would be after me, "Are you late? Maybe you should take a test." He'd wait like a little kid on the sofa waiting for me to come down the stairs only to be disappointed...All the excitement is near to 0 after waiting nearly 3 years...
That's why I'm not sure what's going to happen. My FEV1 is 70% so I don't intend on hanging on to the dream that much longer. I don't know. I, myself, am confused. Kind of at the crossroads.
With the upcoming surgery, my GYN doctor will be able to remove most of the scar tissue and adhesions from both my prior abdominal surgeries. They will also be able to remove any endometriosis, if found. Will it be enough is the million dollar question??? I would have an increased fertility rate for about 6 months. So like I said, I'll keep trying until the end of the year...
