Mary I am a 28 year old female with CF, and yes you are "sounding pesimesitic". I can understand your lack of hope. But hope is what I have been living with for all these years. If you don't have that you hold on to nothing. I know it is hard but I have been married for 3 years and I am determined to live a full life with my husband. I have never believed that I was going to "go" by CF and I had a sister pass from the disease many years ago. This is a break through, and you have to believe. There are alot of things we tend not to believe because we have to see to believe but we will. You are younger then me and I believe in my life time I will see a cure. If we don't at least we said we believed, please hold on to it.Concerned , canada