I apologise for what im about to say, but im not so good at "sugar coating" things.
To me, it was wrong that you left him over that. Very wrong.
There's no sense in grilling you over it though, because you're suffering enough as is.
Know this though.
I have a girlfriend who's a schizo. I love her with all my heart, no matter the things she's done.
She's determined to keep herself healty now, and spend every moment she can trying to be happy with me, knowing that my life could be cut short.
She's done horrible things in the past. Even tried to kill the people close to her (they're all abusive to her though, so I see that as.... pretty much justified).
We fight alot, we feel like ***** alot, but we're also happy alot, and don't let anything get in our way.
We will work through it all, and we will continue to have good times togeather, no matter what.
Do what your feelings tell you.
If you want to talk to him, then do it.
He obviously needs you as much as you need him, and still loves you. Don't let that go to waste, else you may just be alone for the rest of your life.
To me, it was wrong that you left him over that. Very wrong.
There's no sense in grilling you over it though, because you're suffering enough as is.
Know this though.
I have a girlfriend who's a schizo. I love her with all my heart, no matter the things she's done.
She's determined to keep herself healty now, and spend every moment she can trying to be happy with me, knowing that my life could be cut short.
She's done horrible things in the past. Even tried to kill the people close to her (they're all abusive to her though, so I see that as.... pretty much justified).
We fight alot, we feel like ***** alot, but we're also happy alot, and don't let anything get in our way.
We will work through it all, and we will continue to have good times togeather, no matter what.
Do what your feelings tell you.
If you want to talk to him, then do it.
He obviously needs you as much as you need him, and still loves you. Don't let that go to waste, else you may just be alone for the rest of your life.