Not sure what's going on but I've always been strong when it came to my Cf but lately and almost on a daily basis I feel like I'm falling deeper and deeper into a hole. I've always had good lung function and up until last year my weight was awesome. But it's dropped and it doesn't matter how much or how often I eat I can't gain a pound. and as you all know the lower the weight the worst off you are. I was in the hospital for the first time this summer and I had never felt so alone, helpless and scared. I've always been positive and I've always pushed to be better and healthier but reading what everybody is going through or has gone through is scaring me and everytime I turn the TV on that commercial for CF is on...the one where the girl deflats (spelling) doing the laundry....it feels hopeless some days. Any Advice on making this go away