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welshwitch
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I had a freak out today at my ob/gyn's office. I was going to a follow up appt. for a colpscopy (sp?) because my pap smear came back bad and I was diagnosed w. HPV.
The dr. basically said that my results were high grade, and said that this could lead to cervical cancer. After a super invasive biopsy procedure, I started crying to the doctor (first time I had been to her) and told her I had CF ("I know", she said) and I basically said that I've done all this work to be able to handle CF and all the complications that come with it but this is just such a new realm for me and I really know nothing about what to expect.
She basically was really understanding and offered me a tissue (this is becoming standard at my dr. appointments) and said that I shouldn't worry about it until I get the results back.
So I have a week to wait until we find out what the next step is. I keep thinking that I have CF, how could I possibly have something else to deal with? I explained to the dr. that with CF you are used to thinking of the worst case scenario (or maybe I just do this, I don't know) and that with this situation I basically already have accepted the worst possible results.
Anyway--maybe I should be posting this on a different board, but I'm just feeling a little down today. Not sure how I could possibly handle anything else. I feel so lost in the world of ob/gyn issues--it's really a foreign planet. It makes CF seem like a familiar friend.
The dr. basically said that my results were high grade, and said that this could lead to cervical cancer. After a super invasive biopsy procedure, I started crying to the doctor (first time I had been to her) and told her I had CF ("I know", she said) and I basically said that I've done all this work to be able to handle CF and all the complications that come with it but this is just such a new realm for me and I really know nothing about what to expect.
She basically was really understanding and offered me a tissue (this is becoming standard at my dr. appointments) and said that I shouldn't worry about it until I get the results back.
So I have a week to wait until we find out what the next step is. I keep thinking that I have CF, how could I possibly have something else to deal with? I explained to the dr. that with CF you are used to thinking of the worst case scenario (or maybe I just do this, I don't know) and that with this situation I basically already have accepted the worst possible results.
Anyway--maybe I should be posting this on a different board, but I'm just feeling a little down today. Not sure how I could possibly handle anything else. I feel so lost in the world of ob/gyn issues--it's really a foreign planet. It makes CF seem like a familiar friend.