How To Find Light In This

PoolShooter24 · Dec 12, 2007

Ive had cf all my life...these last couple years have gotten really bad not only cf but my whole life...i had an close uncle die while i was in the hospitol and he was 200 miles away in a diff hospitol and thats where all my family was..he was in our local hospitol and i was at a CF hospitol. so i had to deal with 2 straight weeks of touch and go until the lord called him home..he died of a rare lung disease..well then on my and my g/f bday one of my best friends comitted suicide and that was really hard on everyone.we live in a very small town(400) everyone knows everyone..well me and my g.f have been together almost 2 years now and she has a daughter who i have practiacally adopted and she calls me dad and thinks i am..she just turned 3. well now she broke up with me so she is gone and so isnt my little girl..seems like my life just keeps getting worse and worse...and with c/f and this transplant i do all i can do to not stop my meds...but i take them just for the simple fact is i know what a death can do to a family...how do i look forward and know that my life isnt jsut going to get worse...im sorry for putting my probs out there but i have to get them off my chest.

PoolShooter24 · Dec 12, 2007

Ive had cf all my life...these last couple years have gotten really bad not only cf but my whole life...i had an close uncle die while i was in the hospitol and he was 200 miles away in a diff hospitol and thats where all my family was..he was in our local hospitol and i was at a CF hospitol. so i had to deal with 2 straight weeks of touch and go until the lord called him home..he died of a rare lung disease..well then on my and my g/f bday one of my best friends comitted suicide and that was really hard on everyone.we live in a very small town(400) everyone knows everyone..well me and my g.f have been together almost 2 years now and she has a daughter who i have practiacally adopted and she calls me dad and thinks i am..she just turned 3. well now she broke up with me so she is gone and so isnt my little girl..seems like my life just keeps getting worse and worse...and with c/f and this transplant i do all i can do to not stop my meds...but i take them just for the simple fact is i know what a death can do to a family...how do i look forward and know that my life isnt jsut going to get worse...im sorry for putting my probs out there but i have to get them off my chest.

PoolShooter24 · Dec 12, 2007

Ive had cf all my life...these last couple years have gotten really bad not only cf but my whole life...i had an close uncle die while i was in the hospitol and he was 200 miles away in a diff hospitol and thats where all my family was..he was in our local hospitol and i was at a CF hospitol. so i had to deal with 2 straight weeks of touch and go until the lord called him home..he died of a rare lung disease..well then on my and my g/f bday one of my best friends comitted suicide and that was really hard on everyone.we live in a very small town(400) everyone knows everyone..well me and my g.f have been together almost 2 years now and she has a daughter who i have practiacally adopted and she calls me dad and thinks i am..she just turned 3. well now she broke up with me so she is gone and so isnt my little girl..seems like my life just keeps getting worse and worse...and with c/f and this transplant i do all i can do to not stop my meds...but i take them just for the simple fact is i know what a death can do to a family...how do i look forward and know that my life isnt jsut going to get worse...im sorry for putting my probs out there but i have to get them off my chest.

PoolShooter24 · Dec 12, 2007

Ive had cf all my life...these last couple years have gotten really bad not only cf but my whole life...i had an close uncle die while i was in the hospitol and he was 200 miles away in a diff hospitol and thats where all my family was..he was in our local hospitol and i was at a CF hospitol. so i had to deal with 2 straight weeks of touch and go until the lord called him home..he died of a rare lung disease..well then on my and my g/f bday one of my best friends comitted suicide and that was really hard on everyone.we live in a very small town(400) everyone knows everyone..well me and my g.f have been together almost 2 years now and she has a daughter who i have practiacally adopted and she calls me dad and thinks i am..she just turned 3. well now she broke up with me so she is gone and so isnt my little girl..seems like my life just keeps getting worse and worse...and with c/f and this transplant i do all i can do to not stop my meds...but i take them just for the simple fact is i know what a death can do to a family...how do i look forward and know that my life isnt jsut going to get worse...im sorry for putting my probs out there but i have to get them off my chest.

PoolShooter24 · Dec 12, 2007

Ive had cf all my life...these last couple years have gotten really bad not only cf but my whole life...i had an close uncle die while i was in the hospitol and he was 200 miles away in a diff hospitol and thats where all my family was..he was in our local hospitol and i was at a CF hospitol. so i had to deal with 2 straight weeks of touch and go until the lord called him home..he died of a rare lung disease..well then on my and my g/f bday one of my best friends comitted suicide and that was really hard on everyone.we live in a very small town(400) everyone knows everyone..well me and my g.f have been together almost 2 years now and she has a daughter who i have practiacally adopted and she calls me dad and thinks i am..she just turned 3. well now she broke up with me so she is gone and so isnt my little girl..seems like my life just keeps getting worse and worse...and with c/f and this transplant i do all i can do to not stop my meds...but i take them just for the simple fact is i know what a death can do to a family...how do i look forward and know that my life isnt jsut going to get worse...im sorry for putting my probs out there but i have to get them off my chest.

lightNlife · Dec 12, 2007

I'm so sorry to hear you're having so many things pile up on your lately. It can be so difficult to handle life when many devastating things happen so close together like that. All I can offer you is this: you're not alone. We've all, in one way or another, endured losses associated with our health or other life circumstances. Spend a little time looking around on the forums and you'll find it to be a great support resource for you. There are many here who can relate to you and give you the support and staying power you need.

I don't know if you're religious at all, but many people find (and this has been demonstrated in psychological studies as well) that when people have a belief in a higher power, they are better able to cope with life's challenges. It has something to do with finding peace in knowing that things aren't as out of control as they may seem.

I hope you'll experience some peace of mind soon. You're not alone.

Warmest Regards,
Lauren

lightNlife · Dec 12, 2007

I'm so sorry to hear you're having so many things pile up on your lately. It can be so difficult to handle life when many devastating things happen so close together like that. All I can offer you is this: you're not alone. We've all, in one way or another, endured losses associated with our health or other life circumstances. Spend a little time looking around on the forums and you'll find it to be a great support resource for you. There are many here who can relate to you and give you the support and staying power you need.

I don't know if you're religious at all, but many people find (and this has been demonstrated in psychological studies as well) that when people have a belief in a higher power, they are better able to cope with life's challenges. It has something to do with finding peace in knowing that things aren't as out of control as they may seem.

I hope you'll experience some peace of mind soon. You're not alone.

Warmest Regards,
Lauren

lightNlife · Dec 12, 2007

I'm so sorry to hear you're having so many things pile up on your lately. It can be so difficult to handle life when many devastating things happen so close together like that. All I can offer you is this: you're not alone. We've all, in one way or another, endured losses associated with our health or other life circumstances. Spend a little time looking around on the forums and you'll find it to be a great support resource for you. There are many here who can relate to you and give you the support and staying power you need.

I don't know if you're religious at all, but many people find (and this has been demonstrated in psychological studies as well) that when people have a belief in a higher power, they are better able to cope with life's challenges. It has something to do with finding peace in knowing that things aren't as out of control as they may seem.

I hope you'll experience some peace of mind soon. You're not alone.

Warmest Regards,
Lauren

lightNlife · Dec 12, 2007

I'm so sorry to hear you're having so many things pile up on your lately. It can be so difficult to handle life when many devastating things happen so close together like that. All I can offer you is this: you're not alone. We've all, in one way or another, endured losses associated with our health or other life circumstances. Spend a little time looking around on the forums and you'll find it to be a great support resource for you. There are many here who can relate to you and give you the support and staying power you need.

I don't know if you're religious at all, but many people find (and this has been demonstrated in psychological studies as well) that when people have a belief in a higher power, they are better able to cope with life's challenges. It has something to do with finding peace in knowing that things aren't as out of control as they may seem.

I hope you'll experience some peace of mind soon. You're not alone.

Warmest Regards,
Lauren

lightNlife · Dec 12, 2007

I'm so sorry to hear you're having so many things pile up on your lately. It can be so difficult to handle life when many devastating things happen so close together like that. All I can offer you is this: you're not alone. We've all, in one way or another, endured losses associated with our health or other life circumstances. Spend a little time looking around on the forums and you'll find it to be a great support resource for you. There are many here who can relate to you and give you the support and staying power you need.

I don't know if you're religious at all, but many people find (and this has been demonstrated in psychological studies as well) that when people have a belief in a higher power, they are better able to cope with life's challenges. It has something to do with finding peace in knowing that things aren't as out of control as they may seem.

I hope you'll experience some peace of mind soon. You're not alone.

Warmest Regards,
Lauren

kayleesgrandma · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, you aren't alone, there is a whole group of us here to lean on. Come around often and get to know us..you will make friends and we can help lift you up...

I'm sorry for all the losses you have suffered lately, it's a lot for even someone healthy. This time of year makes the losses even harder...I am sorry you lost your GF's little girl--you must miss her so much. Is there any way you can talk to her (GF) and ask if you can see the little girl now and then? It's a small town, so I imagine you will run into each other a lot--at least to let the little girl know that you still care about her. My heart breaks for the pain you and your family are going through. It will be a hard Christmas...

Stick around, let us get to know you, and you will find life-long friends here..

I hope things get better for you, and if you believe in God, don't forget to lean on Him--He is there with you in this...

kayleesgrandma · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, you aren't alone, there is a whole group of us here to lean on. Come around often and get to know us..you will make friends and we can help lift you up...

I'm sorry for all the losses you have suffered lately, it's a lot for even someone healthy. This time of year makes the losses even harder...I am sorry you lost your GF's little girl--you must miss her so much. Is there any way you can talk to her (GF) and ask if you can see the little girl now and then? It's a small town, so I imagine you will run into each other a lot--at least to let the little girl know that you still care about her. My heart breaks for the pain you and your family are going through. It will be a hard Christmas...

Stick around, let us get to know you, and you will find life-long friends here..

I hope things get better for you, and if you believe in God, don't forget to lean on Him--He is there with you in this...

kayleesgrandma · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, you aren't alone, there is a whole group of us here to lean on. Come around often and get to know us..you will make friends and we can help lift you up...

I'm sorry for all the losses you have suffered lately, it's a lot for even someone healthy. This time of year makes the losses even harder...I am sorry you lost your GF's little girl--you must miss her so much. Is there any way you can talk to her (GF) and ask if you can see the little girl now and then? It's a small town, so I imagine you will run into each other a lot--at least to let the little girl know that you still care about her. My heart breaks for the pain you and your family are going through. It will be a hard Christmas...

Stick around, let us get to know you, and you will find life-long friends here..

I hope things get better for you, and if you believe in God, don't forget to lean on Him--He is there with you in this...

kayleesgrandma · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, you aren't alone, there is a whole group of us here to lean on. Come around often and get to know us..you will make friends and we can help lift you up...

I'm sorry for all the losses you have suffered lately, it's a lot for even someone healthy. This time of year makes the losses even harder...I am sorry you lost your GF's little girl--you must miss her so much. Is there any way you can talk to her (GF) and ask if you can see the little girl now and then? It's a small town, so I imagine you will run into each other a lot--at least to let the little girl know that you still care about her. My heart breaks for the pain you and your family are going through. It will be a hard Christmas...

Stick around, let us get to know you, and you will find life-long friends here..

I hope things get better for you, and if you believe in God, don't forget to lean on Him--He is there with you in this...

kayleesgrandma · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, you aren't alone, there is a whole group of us here to lean on. Come around often and get to know us..you will make friends and we can help lift you up...

I'm sorry for all the losses you have suffered lately, it's a lot for even someone healthy. This time of year makes the losses even harder...I am sorry you lost your GF's little girl--you must miss her so much. Is there any way you can talk to her (GF) and ask if you can see the little girl now and then? It's a small town, so I imagine you will run into each other a lot--at least to let the little girl know that you still care about her. My heart breaks for the pain you and your family are going through. It will be a hard Christmas...

Stick around, let us get to know you, and you will find life-long friends here..

I hope things get better for you, and if you believe in God, don't forget to lean on Him--He is there with you in this...

Diane · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, i am sorry to hear that you feel you are bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders. Its very hard to lose someone you are so close to ( your uncle), and then your friend, and now the Girlfriend. You are still young and you will find someone else to love and to love you. Sometimes when we think we are wits end, something good can come out of it, when we least expect it. If you pray, this would be a good time to rely on God for help. You can always count on us here for support........ Please stay around and let us know how you are doing........... <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Diane · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, i am sorry to hear that you feel you are bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders. Its very hard to lose someone you are so close to ( your uncle), and then your friend, and now the Girlfriend. You are still young and you will find someone else to love and to love you. Sometimes when we think we are wits end, something good can come out of it, when we least expect it. If you pray, this would be a good time to rely on God for help. You can always count on us here for support........ Please stay around and let us know how you are doing........... <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Diane · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, i am sorry to hear that you feel you are bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders. Its very hard to lose someone you are so close to ( your uncle), and then your friend, and now the Girlfriend. You are still young and you will find someone else to love and to love you. Sometimes when we think we are wits end, something good can come out of it, when we least expect it. If you pray, this would be a good time to rely on God for help. You can always count on us here for support........ Please stay around and let us know how you are doing........... <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Diane · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, i am sorry to hear that you feel you are bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders. Its very hard to lose someone you are so close to ( your uncle), and then your friend, and now the Girlfriend. You are still young and you will find someone else to love and to love you. Sometimes when we think we are wits end, something good can come out of it, when we least expect it. If you pray, this would be a good time to rely on God for help. You can always count on us here for support........ Please stay around and let us know how you are doing........... <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Diane · Dec 12, 2007

Tyler, i am sorry to hear that you feel you are bearing the weight of the world on your shoulders. Its very hard to lose someone you are so close to ( your uncle), and then your friend, and now the Girlfriend. You are still young and you will find someone else to love and to love you. Sometimes when we think we are wits end, something good can come out of it, when we least expect it. If you pray, this would be a good time to rely on God for help. You can always count on us here for support........ Please stay around and let us know how you are doing........... <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

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