I can't stand this anymore!!

anonymous

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Yah, Emily..surprise we are once again agreeing...I can see how that post sounded like maybe it was an embaressment issue but another post sounded like a privacy preference. And as I'm a private person i sometimes feel like the cheerleaders of the world shouting everything in a short skirt make it seem like their way is the best way to be!

*mega phone and glitter signs* Go! fight! win! ....Bite me.

-the cop story is a classic! we should start a hall of fame for the quick come backs.

littledebbie
 

Scarlett81

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The whole telling other people question/observation: In my opinion it's best to tell people, and especially if you are a parent to a cfer it's good to tell people and be vocal about having the disease. There's just too high a chance that your child will grow up to think that it's shameful that he/she has an illness, that they're the "family" secret, that they're a burden in the family-the list goes on and on.

As an adult, I honestly dread sometimes telling people. The lengthy explanation, the pity face. Sure it's not fun. But it's good for me that I do, b/c I need to be accepting of it. It's probably jst not good for everyone else when THEY hear it. But tough. It's a pain crap filled world-and most adults realize that and can handle the truth.

If people get too inquisitive, I just give a signal that I'm sick of talking about it. It's not that hard.
But this is just what I do and my opinion only.
 

Allie

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Finally, a topic I can really relate to! I hear the "You're so strong" thing all the time, and I feel the same way. This doesn't make me strong, I didn't choose this at all, I am living through it because I have to. We can only make the best of what we have to deal with. Add that on top of the fact that I practically have a nervous breakdown daily, and I would argue the strong.

But my experience tells me that people say that because they don't know what to say. So, it's hard for me to be really mad at them, because I know I've said similar things in the past *shrug*
 

anonymous

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i'm not the one with cf, so I'm not the best person to comment. Mike is fairly open about cf and this is good because all of our friends and family are educated about it. We are spreading awareness so we are reducing the amount of ignorant people. If my mom or one of my friends came across someone with cf, no stupid comments. On the other hand, it's not something we go around shouting to people either. Mike was always really private about it, but his mission is to spread awareness now. He's going to start speaking at high schools to promote organ donation. I'm so proud of him!!
<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Katy (at work)
 

Faust

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I think if you get offended by people offering sincere condolences with regards to your struggle, you need to find to take a giant chill pill. Put yourself in their shoes and pretend you know nothing about the disease, but you know the person in question with the disease has about 100x the responsibility than you do just to exist and try and be 1/10 as healthy. Still pissed when they say what they feel is a compliment to your drive to carry on? Take a BIGGEr chill pill.


When I meet new people and they find out or I tell them or they ask for whatever reason (heard it through someone else, etc, I don't hide my disease, i'm open with it), and they say something similar showing that they are giving me respect for fighting a hard battle just to live, I tell them something like "Well thanks, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do ya know". That is exactly how I feel, and they probably respect me more after what I say.
 

HairGirl

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I agree, I'm a 'quiet' person and get sick of telling people over and over. I tell people when and if they need to know!!!!
 

JazzysMom

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I dont wear a sign saying "I HAVE CF" & I prefer to be in the right mood to give an educated answer, BUT I am willing to do it. I much rather take the time to explain why I have the cough (unless it is a generally sincere offer of a coughdrop etc) then for they to come up with some worse scenario. A perfect example is a few years ago my husband came home from work & said he was asked by a fellow employee that I was dying of AIDS. I personally know many people who have passed from AIDS & the stigma associated with that is much worse then anything I could have with CF. So I guess it depends on the time, place, presentation & my mood!
 

Scarlett81

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There is a huge difference between people offering sincere words of care, and saying-you're so strong/ and people saying 'oh, yeah, cf, my neighbor died from what you have...'
 

littledebbie

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Okay I also get really tired of the ...you are so strong crap..or you are so brave....mostly because the people that say that don't know me...so why do they say that which implies they do?
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Becuase like it has been stated I'm not brave...what are my options...A) live as best i can or B) kill myslef? hmmm boy sure is brave of me to wake up every morning? crazy.<br><br>



Strong...those that know me know I'm relaly not all that happy about this situation. I am not all tough and macho like "boy I love me some pills...can't get enough of em...ivs and blood draws...shoot mosquitos do more damage...*scratches self*" I'm more of a iv....sure...if you can ctach me!" type.
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To jump to the other end...the other thread...why not just say ...gee sucks to be you. Because you know what.... it does, and I know it... and it's funny in a crazy way. Just say what you mean, man I'm sorry that hecka blows I wouldn't trade places with you for all the Prada shoes in Paris. There you've acknowledged my situation and sympathized and we shared a laugh...lets go have a beer.
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Also for those saying chill...I think this thread started because we all ALWAYS do CHILL...we are for the most part never rude to those who are TRYING to offer sincere thoughts...we accpet or politely decline cough drops and recipes for honey hot tea or whatever and the "Your so brave" speech...we're just venting that it is stupid. And we only make people feel stupid when they say something really stupid..like ...did you get her pregnant?
 

Scarlett81

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""just say what you mean, man I'm sorry that hecka blows I wouldn't trade places with you for all the Prada shoes in Paris""

........Prada's Italian so, they wouldn't be in Paris. Milan maybe? Rome? haha<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Sorry I had to.......
 

Emily65Roses

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote>...did you get her pregnant?</end quote></div>
LOL... yes, it's growing in my hollow knee. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0">
 

Emily65Roses

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Cough drops? What are you talking about? I snort cocaine. Ahahahahaa. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-tongue.gif" border="0">
 
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fr3ak

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on another msg board a few years back the same question was posed, so I will include the question...and my reply....


(The question)

I thought it was an interesting SINGLE-sided viewpoint
and maybe this board would like a chance to
flesh it out a bit and discuss it...

"I think people need to see the pain as well as the courage... too often
people with a disease get labeled as 'heroic' when, in fact, they're not.
A hero faces frightening things voluntarily for the sake of a high cause.
People like me just face these things because we have to. Given the choice,
we'd run like rabbits from it. There's a measure of courage, I suppose, in
facing them voluntarily or not. But on days like I had this weekend,
where I'm yelling at my kids and being grumpy to my wife and generally
feeling sorry for myself, I don't feel the least bit heroic or courageous.
And that, too, needs to be understood by people who deal with people
with this (or any) disease. "

(MY answer)

People don't see the pain, because we never show it. From the beginning it's embedded in your head that you have to be strong. You can't cry and you have to be brave. Needle after needle procedure after procedure it's not long before the exterior is toughened up and pretty much rock solid.
Sometimes you build a wall around yourself so solid that no one ever sees the good side of you. Because you'd rather get in first and hurt someone before they have the chance to hurt you....
You'd rather have them think that you're so untouchable, that no matter what they do there is no way they can ever break your spirits.
Sometimes you let down that wall and people meet the real you, and often they are quite amaze by what they find.
People only ever see what we let them see. They never see you in your own settings. When you fall apart and can't hold the charade any longer.
Once you discard your brave face and once again become human people would see how frightened and all alone we sometimes feel. But often we feel we have to do it alone so people don't think we are as pathetic as we often see ourselves.
No one like a person who supposably sounds like they are wallowing in self-pity at the slightest mention of just being fed up.
We give society what society expect, therefore shielding the world from knowing the real US.
None of us are real heroes to ourselves, we just go through the motions to survive a life that we don't often want or care for.
But if you were to sit on the sidelines and see what everyone else sees then you'd probably be proud of yourself as well.

(growls I can get any damn spaces in any of my messages.....oh well I just look illiterate, lol)
 
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