nhaggard07
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Im really racking my brain lately trying to figure out what I'm going to do. When I was 18 I moved out on my own and had a decent construction job. After a year of that, the company I worked for went belly up. I moved back home and that experience made me realize I need an education. About half way through my first semester of college I got really ill and had 6 pneumothoraxes over a period of 7-8 months (I was "cured" with a pleurodesis surgery). This put college on hold, thankfully I was able to finish and get credit for the semester from home. My mom helped me file for SSI at that point and Ive been on it since. I didn't file for disability so I can still make around 1k a month in addition to receiving the SSI benefits. I worked at a local restaurant the past few years earning the 1k a month cap, plus my SSI, and for a 21-24 year old living at home, this was definitely a livable income.
Well, about 18 months ago I came down with recurring pneumonia that totally wrecked my health. I had a feeding tube put in around Dec. last year. I always hovered around 130lbs, but since Feb. this year Ive weighed 180-190lbs. My body feels much stronger and healthier now despite the fact my Fev1 has stayed at around 30% the past year. Its a very strange feeling to be the strongest/healthiest you've felt in your life but have no stamina. If I could analogize it would be like I have much more horsepower, but I run out of gas fast. If I carry a decently heavy trash bag to the can outside, Im taking a break and catching my breath after I toss it in the can. If Im lifting something very heavy, my muscles don't burn or ache, but within a few seconds Im huffing and puffing and need to sit down. Even walking at a slight incline for a relatively short distance causes me to really struggle with breathing.
I'm 25 now and want to find something I can do to live a life. My other siblings have careers and their own houses. I know everyone understands to an extent, but it is bothering me that I'm still at home with no job. Its a form of torture in a way to wake up every morning with absolutely nothing to do. I try to find things to do around the house just to break free from the boredom and contribute in some way. I don't want to live like this and I can tell its effecting me socially and bringing on depression.
I would appreciate any and all ideas of what career or job I would be suited to at this point.
I welcome a transplant when my time comes. I feel with a new set of lungs, I'd be a new person.
Well, about 18 months ago I came down with recurring pneumonia that totally wrecked my health. I had a feeding tube put in around Dec. last year. I always hovered around 130lbs, but since Feb. this year Ive weighed 180-190lbs. My body feels much stronger and healthier now despite the fact my Fev1 has stayed at around 30% the past year. Its a very strange feeling to be the strongest/healthiest you've felt in your life but have no stamina. If I could analogize it would be like I have much more horsepower, but I run out of gas fast. If I carry a decently heavy trash bag to the can outside, Im taking a break and catching my breath after I toss it in the can. If Im lifting something very heavy, my muscles don't burn or ache, but within a few seconds Im huffing and puffing and need to sit down. Even walking at a slight incline for a relatively short distance causes me to really struggle with breathing.
I'm 25 now and want to find something I can do to live a life. My other siblings have careers and their own houses. I know everyone understands to an extent, but it is bothering me that I'm still at home with no job. Its a form of torture in a way to wake up every morning with absolutely nothing to do. I try to find things to do around the house just to break free from the boredom and contribute in some way. I don't want to live like this and I can tell its effecting me socially and bringing on depression.
I would appreciate any and all ideas of what career or job I would be suited to at this point.
I welcome a transplant when my time comes. I feel with a new set of lungs, I'd be a new person.