azdesertrat
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Its been another 'interesting' 2 weeks here on the Ol' Rancho. On 5/28 Becky was in WI visiting her family. I was home, holding down the fort. Everything was fine & dandy until around 0830 on the morning of the 28th. I woke with the worst cramps & abdominal pain I've ever experienced. I laid around in misery until around 3PM. Things weren't getting any better, only worse. I called a buddy to take me to the hospital but he was out of town for the day. Finally, in desperation, I dialed 911. An ambulance & paramedics showed up to truck me off to the local ER. My Mom showed up & things were getting real crazy. The ER doctor was a moron who knew ZERO about CF. She started telling my Mom she was going to have to do surgery on me to see what was wrong. Uh-uh... Mom was having none of that crap. She demanded they put me on a helicopter & get me to the transplant center at UMC in Tucson. Thanks God for that. When I got there, I was out like a light. I don't remember much from around 3PM on the 28th until probably noon on the 2nd of June. Becky got an emergency flight home & was by my side as soon as she could get there. The doctors at UMC determined I had an intestinal infection, C-Diff. They started treating me with huge amounts of IV antibiotics & around 5 antibiotic enemas a day. Absolute misery. My veins are all blown out from previous stints in the hospital. They needed 6 lines to me so I demanded someone put in a PIC or a port because I wasn't being stuck anymore! Thank God they did as I asked. Long story short, I'm home now. I'm recuperating slowly but feeling better every day. I feel like CF is going to take me; sooner rather than later. I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of all the pain I'll have to endure to do it. I thank God, the air-ambulance pilot & crew, my doctors & once again, my lovely Wife for always being there & pulling my butt outta the BB-Q yet again. I'm getting very tired & fed up with this crap. Its very hard to not succumb to depression in this circumstance. I'm praying for God to give me the strength I need to endure whatever it is I have to endure.