mstein,
I’m really sorry to hear you’re so upset at getting the CF diagnosis. Perhaps I, and others here, can allay your fears and make you feel that the diagnosis at the age of 54 can really be a blessing. It could lead to a treatment regimen that can greatly improve you health, and state of mind.
I don’t know how long you’ve had the cough, chest tightness, and fatigue, but for many here a “late life” diagnosis has lead to vast improvements in their health.
I was fortunate to finally be diagnosed with CF at the age of 63, and I do mean fortunate! The treatment regimen it lead to, culminating in being on Kalydeco this past year, just about eliminated the pulmonary problems I had for as long as I can remember.
As Printer advised, go to an approved adult CF center. (I see you live in NT State. If it’s near New York City you should have no problem finding a good center.) A non CF pulmonologist, no matter how good, does not have access to all the specialized drug programs and trial clinical trials that an accredited CF center has.
Hopefully, once the diagnosis sinks in, and you’ve spoken the team at a CF center and started treatments, you’ll feel much better.