I hope you feel better real soon <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> I know it is disappointing to go so long without needing iv's then suddenly needing them. I once went 2 years without neeidng iv's after i first got cepacia, and when i needed them again, i was so mad i kicked my foot thru the bedroom wall. If you are doing the iv's at home, it might make it easier and less upsetting for you than having to go in the hospital.