Hello everyone,It's been a while since I posted. Everything is going great with Jaycee. We just have to have surgery on Thursday for polyps and having tonsils and adnoids removed. I just have a decision I've been trying to come to a conclusion on and I'm not able to. When Jaycee was 2 years old before we ever knew she had cf we got her a $10,000 life insurance policy. Now we are very glad that we did get that because she won't be able to get any more than that. My mother has recently brought up to me that we go ahead and purchase a funeral policy for her in case if anything should happen. I'm like a lot of cf parents and don't want to think of that possibly happening but know that it could. I want my daughter to live a long and happy life. One part of me feels like this would be a good thing to do, because when she gets older that would be another burden taken off of her family to have to deal with. However, I feel that by doing this that I am saying ok this is whats going to happen and this is what I'm going to do, it just makes me feel like I'm letting go of the fight by doing that. I guess my biggest problem is that no parent ever wants to think of the fact that their child could go before them. I know that even by doing this that it won't change the fact that I will keep on making sure she does her treatments and does the things a normal child does. I'm just very torn. Please help, let me know what everyone thinks. Thanks, Melissa M mom to Jaycee 5 w/ cf