thank you...your words are so painful for me to read - I was hyper vigilant (exercise, antibiotics, drugs, clinic appointments, etc) until my daughter reached 18 and then I avoided the issue in response to her new found independence (due to my inability to make any difference to her health/lifestyle choices) and now I have found myself suddenly reconnecting (mainly through this forum) with the CF community. She is now 22yo and her G551D mutation means she would probably respond well to VX-770. <div>Because of the cross infection issues with CF and the avoidance side of things I have not had contact with other people with CF. It is quite hard for me to confront it. I also have an avoidance issue related to the fact I was a registered nurse who nurse CF patients in the early 1980's who died of CF. This was prior to having a child with CF and even knowing I was a carrier of the gene. </div><div><br></div>