The choice is totally up to you.. but please choose wisely.
This is just <i>my opinion</i> .. don't take it too personal.
I can relate with your situation completely. My husband and I are a young couple, and we have two beautiful little girls. Makenna is now 19 months, and Raegan 4 months. Makenna is a healthy, happy, toddler that just bounces off the walls. Raegan has CF.. and she is a VERY active, happy baby.
Yes, having a child with CF is very stressful. I've laid awake so many nights.. and I've cried myself to sleep, so many nights.
I couldn't imagine life without either of my daughters. As a mother.. you take what you get and make the best of it. A baby that was made out of love (and even those that are not), deserve to be loved. If theirs one thing I've learned from being a mother it's that you love and care for your child no matter what. It's a personal choice to terminate a pregnancy.. what you do is your business, your choice.. but if you do terminate your baby .. are you going to be able to live with this choice, without thinking.. what if?
Everyday is one step closer to a cure. Everyday with Raegan is a blessing. I wish I could take her disease from her, but I can't.. and this was one of the hardest things to except. Im her mommy.. Im suppose to take all her "boo-boos", all her pain away.. but with this I can't. It kills me to think of everything she's going to go through BUT when I look in her eye's I see HOPE.. I see a FUTURE. I see a little girl that I wont give up on.
Makenna, like any toddler requires a lot of attention, and Raegan, like every other baby.. requires a lot of attention. Raegan's medication, chest therapy, and sometimes (not very often) nebulizer treatments, became a daily routine.. and after you get use to it.. it becomes very normal.
With the baby's medical expenses, you can get a medical card from the state. My husband is in the Navy.. so we have insurance through the military, but if we didn't have that we would have a medical card for Raegan. You could even get a medical card for co-pay's if you already have insurance.
The positive way I look at Raegan having CF.. you can't look at her and say she has it, she can see her surroundings, she will soon be crawling.. and walking, she will still have friends, she can still go to the park, she can still live a very normal life, despite the things that CF brings. Some have symptom's worse than other's, with Raegan being so little.. we have no clue how severe her CF will be, until she's older. Regardless of her condition, or the symptoms.. she's always be my baby, and I'll make the best of it.. as any parent would for a perfectly healthy child.
With Makenna, being a child with no health problems, Im so thankful, but at the same time.. Im thankful for my sick child just the same. A mother's love is never ending.. regardless the situation.
Sorry, I wrote a book. <i>Just think wisely on your decision.. it's one that you will never be able to go back and change.. or one that you will ever be able to erase. </i>