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anonymous

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Hi its Josh, i am scared of dying too. I dont think im gonna make it to collage. im very close to transplant range. my pulmanary function tests r only 33. im only 13 years old!!!<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0">
 
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anonymous

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Hi its Josh, i am scared of dying too. I dont think im gonna make it to collage. im very close to transplant range. my pulmanary function tests r only 33. im only 13 years old!!!<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0">
 
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LiL1FiGhTiN4LiFe

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Hey josh.. my name is meagan.. i too am close to a lung transplant for the past yr or 2 my PFTS have never been high.. so the dr. said i need to start thinkin bout transplant.. to top it off im loaded with stress nd depression which dnt help.. dnt b scared nd dnt think about death.. just live everyday... nd it really helps to talk to a dr or sum-1 who understands what ur going through...

Meagan
 
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LiL1FiGhTiN4LiFe

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Hey josh.. my name is meagan.. i too am close to a lung transplant for the past yr or 2 my PFTS have never been high.. so the dr. said i need to start thinkin bout transplant.. to top it off im loaded with stress nd depression which dnt help.. dnt b scared nd dnt think about death.. just live everyday... nd it really helps to talk to a dr or sum-1 who understands what ur going through...

Meagan
 
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LiL1FiGhTiN4LiFe

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Hey josh.. my name is meagan.. i too am close to a lung transplant for the past yr or 2 my PFTS have never been high.. so the dr. said i need to start thinkin bout transplant.. to top it off im loaded with stress nd depression which dnt help.. dnt b scared nd dnt think about death.. just live everyday... nd it really helps to talk to a dr or sum-1 who understands what ur going through...

Meagan
 
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JoeyMac32

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hey i know what you mean. i'm 22 and just had my closest encounter with death. i said all the things that most people do "when its my time to go then it is" and all that. not until you find yourself in the ICU and not being able to remember the last few days does the tough act you try to put on suddenly fade away. they told me i wouldnt live more then 2 days on Oct. 25th 2006. Well i know it hasnt been that much time but today is dec. 5th and thats more than 2 days past oct. 25th. i'm back home now. but still have all the thoughts like everyone else. my stats are around 33 now. believe it or not they were lower. so what i'm tryin to say to you is its ok to be scared and 33 is not the end of the world, you can still bring that up. you just really gotta get focused right now and not be afraid to ask for help. if you ever have any questions or need to talk let me know.
 
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JoeyMac32

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hey i know what you mean. i'm 22 and just had my closest encounter with death. i said all the things that most people do "when its my time to go then it is" and all that. not until you find yourself in the ICU and not being able to remember the last few days does the tough act you try to put on suddenly fade away. they told me i wouldnt live more then 2 days on Oct. 25th 2006. Well i know it hasnt been that much time but today is dec. 5th and thats more than 2 days past oct. 25th. i'm back home now. but still have all the thoughts like everyone else. my stats are around 33 now. believe it or not they were lower. so what i'm tryin to say to you is its ok to be scared and 33 is not the end of the world, you can still bring that up. you just really gotta get focused right now and not be afraid to ask for help. if you ever have any questions or need to talk let me know.
 
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JoeyMac32

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hey i know what you mean. i'm 22 and just had my closest encounter with death. i said all the things that most people do "when its my time to go then it is" and all that. not until you find yourself in the ICU and not being able to remember the last few days does the tough act you try to put on suddenly fade away. they told me i wouldnt live more then 2 days on Oct. 25th 2006. Well i know it hasnt been that much time but today is dec. 5th and thats more than 2 days past oct. 25th. i'm back home now. but still have all the thoughts like everyone else. my stats are around 33 now. believe it or not they were lower. so what i'm tryin to say to you is its ok to be scared and 33 is not the end of the world, you can still bring that up. you just really gotta get focused right now and not be afraid to ask for help. if you ever have any questions or need to talk let me know.
 
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alfreidasBuffy

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hi dani!
It's only normal to be scared! We all are!
The trick is not to let cf defet u! It's funny because when I was younger and in the hospital I told my cf " U will not defeet me! I am the one in control here not u!" lol thats what I always sayed hahah.... u might think I am goofy but it worked lol
bye
 
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alfreidasBuffy

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hi dani!
It's only normal to be scared! We all are!
The trick is not to let cf defet u! It's funny because when I was younger and in the hospital I told my cf " U will not defeet me! I am the one in control here not u!" lol thats what I always sayed hahah.... u might think I am goofy but it worked lol
bye
 
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alfreidasBuffy

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hi dani!
It's only normal to be scared! We all are!
The trick is not to let cf defet u! It's funny because when I was younger and in the hospital I told my cf " U will not defeet me! I am the one in control here not u!" lol thats what I always sayed hahah.... u might think I am goofy but it worked lol
bye
 
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cfboy

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hey dani, First i think i have to say soory to everyone for how i acted before. and that you shouldnt fear death. just know you have lived your life to the fullest every chance you got, and that you wont regret anything. there will always be things you fear if you stop fearing death it will be something else the key is to not let these fears stop you from having a happy life. there is always someone here or at home to help you so dont feel alone in these struggles.
 
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cfboy

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hey dani, First i think i have to say soory to everyone for how i acted before. and that you shouldnt fear death. just know you have lived your life to the fullest every chance you got, and that you wont regret anything. there will always be things you fear if you stop fearing death it will be something else the key is to not let these fears stop you from having a happy life. there is always someone here or at home to help you so dont feel alone in these struggles.
 
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cfboy

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hey dani, First i think i have to say soory to everyone for how i acted before. and that you shouldnt fear death. just know you have lived your life to the fullest every chance you got, and that you wont regret anything. there will always be things you fear if you stop fearing death it will be something else the key is to not let these fears stop you from having a happy life. there is always someone here or at home to help you so dont feel alone in these struggles.
 
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martini10

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i have been battling 3 lung infections at the same time since last november so its been over a year... the worst part is i also have MRSA so i am resistent to all the antibiotics that are typically used for these infections so i have been in the hospital 8 times in the last year to try and get rid of these infections to no avail. my lung function has been steadily decreasing over this time going from 104% when i was healthy (i was the number one runner on my cross country and track team) to 52% and unable to do any physical excerise without feeling like im coughing out my lungs <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> everytime my function goes down i feel like i am losing the battle with cf but i realize now that this is just a little bump in the road and i will get back to healthy at some point and if not ive decided to not allow myself to think about it and live my life to the fullest now!
 
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martini10

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i have been battling 3 lung infections at the same time since last november so its been over a year... the worst part is i also have MRSA so i am resistent to all the antibiotics that are typically used for these infections so i have been in the hospital 8 times in the last year to try and get rid of these infections to no avail. my lung function has been steadily decreasing over this time going from 104% when i was healthy (i was the number one runner on my cross country and track team) to 52% and unable to do any physical excerise without feeling like im coughing out my lungs <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> everytime my function goes down i feel like i am losing the battle with cf but i realize now that this is just a little bump in the road and i will get back to healthy at some point and if not ive decided to not allow myself to think about it and live my life to the fullest now!
 
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martini10

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i have been battling 3 lung infections at the same time since last november so its been over a year... the worst part is i also have MRSA so i am resistent to all the antibiotics that are typically used for these infections so i have been in the hospital 8 times in the last year to try and get rid of these infections to no avail. my lung function has been steadily decreasing over this time going from 104% when i was healthy (i was the number one runner on my cross country and track team) to 52% and unable to do any physical excerise without feeling like im coughing out my lungs <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> everytime my function goes down i feel like i am losing the battle with cf but i realize now that this is just a little bump in the road and i will get back to healthy at some point and if not ive decided to not allow myself to think about it and live my life to the fullest now!
 
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