Oh Tizzy, your posts are breaking my heart. Take a deep breath and try to focus on this; worry consumes our moments when they could be filled with love, laughter and making memories. I know this is a very scary time for you, but worry won't make it come faster or change the outcomes. Have the genetic tests done and remember that if it is cf, the world won't end, just change for you. I believe God only gives us what we can handle and no more; he must have a lot of faith in you. I'm sorry about your husband and I'm sure that makes this situation seem worse. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Please come back and let us know how things turn out. Best of luck!!
Jean, mother of Samantha 13 wcf.