You're right. I'm sorry for talking like that on this board. I'm probably just in a phase where I don't know what's wrong and anything I see close, that's what I think I have. My original ENT was less than helpful with me, and I was seeing a doctor who seemed like he knew what he was doing, and then I lost my last job and have no benefits. In fact, I was feeling great, amazing up until last week, my running felt like it was coming back, I was doing some work again as a starter for a local kids' track meet, and then I just started feeling like garbage on the weekend. But, a lot of it probably is in my head. I have a lot of potential to live a good life, maybe I just need to address my anxiety issues first, with or without healthcare benefits, then find a job and work my way back. Whether I have it or not though, I promise I'll run CF fundraiser runs and help donate towards a cure for this disease in the future. From what I researched the last few days, it's really scared the heck out of me, and to those of you out there who are living through this and being productive, well, you are a better person than me. God bless and I hope a cure comes about real soon! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">