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Mommafirst
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So Alyssa's PICC placement yesterday was a nightmare. When the PICC team set up the placement, they didn't plan on sedation. I insisted on something. They threatened that we might have to cancel and wait several days. Really?? I mean don't emergent procedures get sedation, or do all kids coming in for an emergency just have to be tortured??
I held strong and they brought in the sedation team. Sedation prepares one vial of nasal versed. I tell them that Alyssa had that last time and it didn't do anything. She still fought like crazy. If it doesn't calm her down it doesn't do any good.
No one listens to me. The assure me with the, "honey it'll be fine" or "this is how it has to be" bs. OK, I don't know what else to do, but trust them. I know she needs the PICC. So I consent.
One vial calms her down for about a minute. Once they start the procedure -- which includes cutting open her arm and shoving, with great pressure, the line in. She is thrashing and screaming, three of us are holding her down. I'm whispering in her ear, trying to calm her down. PICC nurse is getting annoyed that Alyssa won't lie still and Alyssa is screaming, "Please stop you are really hurting me." <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0">
The give her another vial of the nasal versed. Again it doesnt' do anything. When they finally finish the placement she is a weeping mess. She can't stop crying and moaning about how much it hurts. They let her pick out a toy and she can't stand up.
When we got back to the room, she was crying her eyes out about how much it hurt and was scared of things that were clearly not in the room.
Eventually it all wore off and she can't remember a thing, but I'm traumatized by it. I KNEW that the nasal versed wouldn't work, and no one listened to me. I talked with our doctors, they were very empathetic and they are putting this all over her chart so that we can have a different plan for the future. But who knows what that would be, since I was pretty much told by sedation that this was our only option when I complained that it didn't work last time.
So what have you all done?? What works? Should I allow a deeper sedation -- maybe even full anesthesia for this? Alyssa has needed IVs about every 16 months or so, so I wouldn't consider that worthy of a port. The doctor did bring it up, but I'm not consenting unless her IVs become a lot more frequent.
I'd love any insight, experience or thoughts you have.
Thanks!!!
Heather
I held strong and they brought in the sedation team. Sedation prepares one vial of nasal versed. I tell them that Alyssa had that last time and it didn't do anything. She still fought like crazy. If it doesn't calm her down it doesn't do any good.
No one listens to me. The assure me with the, "honey it'll be fine" or "this is how it has to be" bs. OK, I don't know what else to do, but trust them. I know she needs the PICC. So I consent.
One vial calms her down for about a minute. Once they start the procedure -- which includes cutting open her arm and shoving, with great pressure, the line in. She is thrashing and screaming, three of us are holding her down. I'm whispering in her ear, trying to calm her down. PICC nurse is getting annoyed that Alyssa won't lie still and Alyssa is screaming, "Please stop you are really hurting me." <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0">
The give her another vial of the nasal versed. Again it doesnt' do anything. When they finally finish the placement she is a weeping mess. She can't stop crying and moaning about how much it hurts. They let her pick out a toy and she can't stand up.
When we got back to the room, she was crying her eyes out about how much it hurt and was scared of things that were clearly not in the room.
Eventually it all wore off and she can't remember a thing, but I'm traumatized by it. I KNEW that the nasal versed wouldn't work, and no one listened to me. I talked with our doctors, they were very empathetic and they are putting this all over her chart so that we can have a different plan for the future. But who knows what that would be, since I was pretty much told by sedation that this was our only option when I complained that it didn't work last time.
So what have you all done?? What works? Should I allow a deeper sedation -- maybe even full anesthesia for this? Alyssa has needed IVs about every 16 months or so, so I wouldn't consider that worthy of a port. The doctor did bring it up, but I'm not consenting unless her IVs become a lot more frequent.
I'd love any insight, experience or thoughts you have.
Thanks!!!
Heather