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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">I am a 29/f/ w/cf and have been drinking for about 10
years. I went through a binge drinking phase in <a href="http://www.cf2chat.com/e107/e107_plugins/forum/forum_viewtopic.php?37695.last"><span style="color:green;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none">college</a>,
but still really liked to drink after that. I drank to get drunk, I drank to
calm my nerves, but what I wanted to talk about here is when I drank to feel
better. There was a period in my life where I would get really short of breath
even though my O2 stats were 98%. When this happened, alcohol would help me
breathe better. (A nurse once told me it was because it relaxed my muscles, but
I don't really know.) It also helped with pain. When I just felt bad in
general, I would have a few drinks and it would usually either make me feel
better, or I wouldn't care as much. I'm trying to stop drinking and what I'm
having the hardest time with is not drinking when I feel bad. <span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">So finally my question: Do you self medicate with booze
or drink when you don't feel good? How did you deal with it if you had to stop?
Feel free to msg me if you don't feel comfortable posting, I know it's a
personal subject.<span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">Thanks in advance!<span style="font-size:10.0pt;
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">Cas<span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">I am a 29/f/ w/cf and have been drinking for about 10
years. I went through a binge drinking phase in <a href="http://www.cf2chat.com/e107/e107_plugins/forum/forum_viewtopic.php?37695.last"><span style="color:green;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none">college</a>,
but still really liked to drink after that. I drank to get drunk, I drank to
calm my nerves, but what I wanted to talk about here is when I drank to feel
better. There was a period in my life where I would get really short of breath
even though my O2 stats were 98%. When this happened, alcohol would help me
breathe better. (A nurse once told me it was because it relaxed my muscles, but
I don't really know.) It also helped with pain. When I just felt bad in
general, I would have a few drinks and it would usually either make me feel
better, or I wouldn't care as much. I'm trying to stop drinking and what I'm
having the hardest time with is not drinking when I feel bad. <span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">So finally my question: Do you self medicate with booze
or drink when you don't feel good? How did you deal with it if you had to stop?
Feel free to msg me if you don't feel comfortable posting, I know it's a
personal subject.<span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">Thanks in advance!<span style="font-size:10.0pt;
font-family:Times">
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;
mso-ansi-language:EN" lang="EN">Cas<span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times">