LindseyRose
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And so it begins....
I have my first appointment to start the evaluation process in about a month. Up until this point, I have always known that transplant was something I would definitely want if the time came. I am now starting to wonder if in fact it is something I want. I feel like I am in a delicate situation. I am double DF508, so all this talk about the new meds coming up are really exciting to me and I am staying cautiously optimistic. My lung function is currently at 27% on a good day, and I have been holding steady in the 25-30% range for probably 2 years now. I still work full time, I maintain a somewhat normal lifestyle (obviously have some limitation due to shortness of breath, tiring easily), and only need oxygen at night or when I really wear myself out. My CF doctor agrees with me that on paper, as far as numbers go, I should definitely be on the transplant list. But as far as my functionality and my every day lifestyle, I do not need the transplant yet.
Part of me wants to wait it out for the Kalydeco/VX-809. I feel like I could maintain my current function until it comes out. I just worry that if I get a bad infection it could do me in and really drop my numbers significantly. What I don't want to happen is I go through with getting listed, my time for transplant comes, I get new lungs, and then this med gets approved. As much as I would love to have new lungs and have a shot at really knowing what it's like to be able to breathe with no problems, I'm really scared that something will go wrong and I'd be taking the chance that I wouldn't be a success story. I realize that these new meds probably aren't going to give me super high lung function. But I am living a decent/happy life with what my function is now. I would much rather have Kalydeco/VX-809 allow me to live the rest of my life at just a little higher than what I am now, than to jump the gun with a transplant, have the much desired high lung function, but only survive a few years after.
I would love to hear thoughts from anyone else in this situation, or anyone who has gone through with the transplant already. Knowing how your life has changed, would you take the chance on transplant if you knew these great things were looming on the horizon?
I have my first appointment to start the evaluation process in about a month. Up until this point, I have always known that transplant was something I would definitely want if the time came. I am now starting to wonder if in fact it is something I want. I feel like I am in a delicate situation. I am double DF508, so all this talk about the new meds coming up are really exciting to me and I am staying cautiously optimistic. My lung function is currently at 27% on a good day, and I have been holding steady in the 25-30% range for probably 2 years now. I still work full time, I maintain a somewhat normal lifestyle (obviously have some limitation due to shortness of breath, tiring easily), and only need oxygen at night or when I really wear myself out. My CF doctor agrees with me that on paper, as far as numbers go, I should definitely be on the transplant list. But as far as my functionality and my every day lifestyle, I do not need the transplant yet.
Part of me wants to wait it out for the Kalydeco/VX-809. I feel like I could maintain my current function until it comes out. I just worry that if I get a bad infection it could do me in and really drop my numbers significantly. What I don't want to happen is I go through with getting listed, my time for transplant comes, I get new lungs, and then this med gets approved. As much as I would love to have new lungs and have a shot at really knowing what it's like to be able to breathe with no problems, I'm really scared that something will go wrong and I'd be taking the chance that I wouldn't be a success story. I realize that these new meds probably aren't going to give me super high lung function. But I am living a decent/happy life with what my function is now. I would much rather have Kalydeco/VX-809 allow me to live the rest of my life at just a little higher than what I am now, than to jump the gun with a transplant, have the much desired high lung function, but only survive a few years after.
I would love to hear thoughts from anyone else in this situation, or anyone who has gone through with the transplant already. Knowing how your life has changed, would you take the chance on transplant if you knew these great things were looming on the horizon?