I had another check up with my Dr. today & she wanted me to continue my IV at least through the weekend. At my last visit she said no more than 2 weeks which would be this visit. I was so looking forward to being "free" of my PICC & she blasted me with this. All I did was cry & say "its your call". If you think its necessary, but she asked why I was crying I told her I had enough. I was admitted in 3/05 for 2 weeks went home on IV for 3 weeks was off IV for about 11 days went back into the hospital for 3 weeks & have been home on IV since which is now 4 weeks. My chest xray & bloodwork show infections are ok, but my PFT is still in the toilet; however the PFT is slowly getting better as we try alternatives in my treatments etc to open up the airways. I have been through weeks of hot/humid weather already. I am tired of not being able to swim or take a shower/bath easily. I was looking at the overall picture not just the physical part. My doctor is usually very good about addressing the emotional part. Anyway we agreed that the PICC gets pulled tomorrow & I have to do 4 treatments a day until my next visit in July. She is just worried that my airways will close up again & all the hard work to get things back will be a waste. I understand her concern. I just have had enough. Thanks for listening especially since I will be "free"!